smsed janessa just now.though we didnt sms for very long.what she said was really really useful.and i really needed it.thx jan.i've had the wrong impression of her.i dun want to judge anymore.

[jan:though u only said what you thot u should have said, it meant alot to me.its gg to be the turning point of my life.u've been a really great friend and i'm seriously thankful for you.thx for forgiving me.thx for helping me see what i couldnt see.and though i dun think u know, u've been a motivation.yea. by replying my sms, you encouraged and motivated me greatly. and ur words helped me realize so many things.sooooo many things.not just between our frenship.though u might not know, u really did alot for me.thx for listening to me. thx for being sensitive towards me.i'm not sucking up to you.i sincerely thank you.u've really been a great friend and i guess i'll never ever forget you. thanks!]

must have courage.God has alrdy granted it to us.the rest is up to us.yepps.having pride is a sin.a great big sin.yepps.