in the all the world, You would be heard
ilovemyJesus!!
its been a blessing;
everyone everything
thank Your Jesus, forever!
so cherlynn, chihui, gwen and sherilyn sees me as an aspiring policewoman.and chihui also mentioned picturing me as some speaker of (goes to yahoo.com to search the name of the organisation because lynette has forgotten) UGH.i searched through 10 pages but i'm not rly certain which female organisation it was which chihui said i would belong to (proceeds to sms cherlynn to ask).will tell u which organisation it is when cherlynn replys, hopefully soon =i'm acting like a pro policewoman alrdy.haha!
its quite hilarious the things i/we do in school.its like this in a girls school.our insanity detectors dont rly function.heh.i wish i could bring out the humour in school on my blog.but easier said thn done.for instance, you can play mahjong for 2 hours.but if u were to write about the game in detail, every word and every movement, it would take 2 months? and if u were to try to understand it, it would take 2 yrs.well..
tht's why i wish to have a built-in video camera in myself.i want to capture every moment of my life and play it to others.a blog is not enough.
well thn, my dear readers, SHARE MY JOY. :D as much as you can
OHH! cherlynn replied.its UNIFEM. United Nations Development Fund for Women.uh, i dont understand why the initials make up UNIFEM but oh well.its no wonder since its a WOMEN's organisation.get the joke? =\ by the way, i'm not a femanist! haha!
mm.its been a rly fun week in school.
thank You, Jesus!
and here, i wanna tell i4C: all the BEST for your exams! trust our big Dad to see you through. study hard people! <3
last but definitely NOT least,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BELOVED YIFANG!
*sings and strums guitar in G chord*
may the good Lord bless you
may the good Lord bless you
may the good Lord bless YIFANG
may the good Lord bless you
Friday, September 30, 2005
Wednesday, September 28, 2005
awesome we fall to our kness as we humbly proclaim, You are amazing God
ilovemyJesus!!
praise Jesus;
this generation worships You
this generation seeks Your face
this generation kneels before You
this generation adores You
amen!
i really like the sonicflood cd graceyew gave to me.THANKS DEAR! <3
mm.gwen told me i MUST go to sch tmr.and so i shall, well.its not up to me to decide anyway. :D
ilovemyJesus!!
praise Jesus;
this generation worships You
this generation seeks Your face
this generation kneels before You
this generation adores You
amen!
i really like the sonicflood cd graceyew gave to me.THANKS DEAR! <3
mm.gwen told me i MUST go to sch tmr.and so i shall, well.its not up to me to decide anyway. :D
Monday, September 26, 2005
something in my heart is burning like a fire, i want to live for You
ilovemyJesus!!
God has a been great.
i repeat, God has been great!
and He will continue to be
i was flipping through old photos recently, and many photos of myself reminded me of the various phases of life i went through.but none of these phases proved to be important or beneficial to anyone.in fact, almost all my life up then, i had been somewhat destructive.i remember the immature Lynette, spoilt Lynette, insensitive Lynette, defiant Lynette, unsubmissive Lynette, rude Lynette, manipulative Lynette, stubborn Lynette, short-tempered Lynette, hurtful Lynette, sadistic Lynette, arrogant Lynette, dishonest Lynette and the list does not stop there.i remember inflicting pain on others because i myself was a victim.but God has filtered all these things away and given me a new life.though i must say sometimes i dissapoint Him and do not live the perfect life He has given me, i'm grateful tht He did.and even more so since He doesnt hold it against me when i make mistakes and disappoint him.i love Him so much.
word;
why should i live in bondage knowing that there is liberty where the Spirit of the Lord is? -2 Corinthians 3:17 indeed. God has set me free from all kinds of abuse inflicted on me.i live for God and nobody else.i'm no longer obliged to torture because the Spirit of the Lor dlives in me.this doesnt mean i have the right to rebel because we are called to submit (Hebrews 13:17).but God's wisdom will tell us when and what to submit to.abuse is not from God, it's the destruction of the temple of God.its not right and we are not subjected to abuse under any circumstances.God will never approve of it.
i'm really thankful for the church in my life.special appreciation to aaron(yeh) korkor, zibing, melissa and the rest of i4C who prayed for me on saturday, when the spirit of fear came over me.and most importantly, thanks to the One and Only Abba Father, who pulled me through.if not for Him who set peace in my heart, i would never snap out of my emotional state.
speaking of which, i now fully understand what it means to "stand strong".it means to stay calm and grounded in God's word, and not let emotions get over u.because when you cry, when u let emotions overcome you, God's word cannot surface.afterall, its the Father's voice that sees us through, not ourselves, much less our feelings.we cannot cry, we must praise God.we cannot feel sad, because God is with us and will see us through.we must always know and remember God and His words.amen.
thank You Lord
ilovemyJesus!!
God has a been great.
i repeat, God has been great!
and He will continue to be
i was flipping through old photos recently, and many photos of myself reminded me of the various phases of life i went through.but none of these phases proved to be important or beneficial to anyone.in fact, almost all my life up then, i had been somewhat destructive.i remember the immature Lynette, spoilt Lynette, insensitive Lynette, defiant Lynette, unsubmissive Lynette, rude Lynette, manipulative Lynette, stubborn Lynette, short-tempered Lynette, hurtful Lynette, sadistic Lynette, arrogant Lynette, dishonest Lynette and the list does not stop there.i remember inflicting pain on others because i myself was a victim.but God has filtered all these things away and given me a new life.though i must say sometimes i dissapoint Him and do not live the perfect life He has given me, i'm grateful tht He did.and even more so since He doesnt hold it against me when i make mistakes and disappoint him.i love Him so much.
word;
why should i live in bondage knowing that there is liberty where the Spirit of the Lord is? -2 Corinthians 3:17 indeed. God has set me free from all kinds of abuse inflicted on me.i live for God and nobody else.i'm no longer obliged to torture because the Spirit of the Lor dlives in me.this doesnt mean i have the right to rebel because we are called to submit (Hebrews 13:17).but God's wisdom will tell us when and what to submit to.abuse is not from God, it's the destruction of the temple of God.its not right and we are not subjected to abuse under any circumstances.God will never approve of it.
i'm really thankful for the church in my life.special appreciation to aaron(yeh) korkor, zibing, melissa and the rest of i4C who prayed for me on saturday, when the spirit of fear came over me.and most importantly, thanks to the One and Only Abba Father, who pulled me through.if not for Him who set peace in my heart, i would never snap out of my emotional state.
speaking of which, i now fully understand what it means to "stand strong".it means to stay calm and grounded in God's word, and not let emotions get over u.because when you cry, when u let emotions overcome you, God's word cannot surface.afterall, its the Father's voice that sees us through, not ourselves, much less our feelings.we cannot cry, we must praise God.we cannot feel sad, because God is with us and will see us through.we must always know and remember God and His words.amen.
thank You Lord
Friday, September 23, 2005
You are deserving of all the praises, Lord
ilovemyJesus!!
haowen, if u ever read this (which i highly doubt), i'm rly rly sry for my bad joke.you're right.thr's a limit to jokes.sry i went too far.yup. [=
God never fails us [=
our relationship with God is two-way.and i'm rly glad it is.though i havent brought anyone to Christ this month, God has done sooo many wonderful things for me already.but its not barter trade so it's natural since God loves us.well i was saying, God blessed me with joy in my heart.and this week especially, He answered my prayers and granted me family peace, good friends, self-control(over-eating la) and the ability to love and forgive people.
oh yes, i want to mention a grt thnks to cherlynn, chihui, gwen & sherilyn for making my day today.i needed the laughter.haha.and to all my avid readers, you must know that i'm rly happy tdy :D on the average, i laughed/smiled every 2 seconds.well.we all had a grt time lah.thanks agn for the lovely *clears throat* 'outing'. <3<3<3
speaking of which, i very nice man stopped smoking at the bus stop for the five of us because he could sense our dislike for air pollution when we started going behind the poster board to hide frm the smoke.well.. :D let's hope he stops smoking totally.tht aside, i think i'm rly sensitive to smoke.when i inhaled the nicotine smelling fumes, i felt horrid.my chest tightened alot of my stomach did a few somersaults(?).thn i had a slight headache.mm.we'llsee pray about it. :D
i must also blog about my trip home
1) the channel U SUPERSTAR IDOLS are going to tiongbahru plaza tmr.well, the point is, i witnessed a group of mad youths intending to stay in the open overnight just to be standing at the front tmr to catch their favourite superstar.atrocious!in fact, some of them were even wearing their school uniforms(STC girls).why do they enslave themselves for someone they dont know, disregarding their own safety (and hygiene of course).i dont want to comment further.think about it yourself.
2) a psycho indian man! i was smsing amanda on my way home and while i was nearing my block, i saw an indian man (thr was no one else) smoking and grinning at me.i brisked away from him because he was smoking, not because i was afraid of him since "He who is in me is greater".well, point is, he started to 'stalk me' after i passed him, declaring something in tamil.i guess he probably then realized i dun speak tamil and spoke in english.i didnt manage to catch what he said but i managed to make out the words "dont scared" in between his perverse cackles.disgusted, i ran quickly to the nearest coffeeshop.
well.tht taught me not to carry big bright orange bags at night because it attracts attention. (?) =
twenty thousand blog skins + a bar pizza.
<3
ilovemyJesus!!
haowen, if u ever read this (which i highly doubt), i'm rly rly sry for my bad joke.you're right.thr's a limit to jokes.sry i went too far.yup. [=
God never fails us [=
our relationship with God is two-way.and i'm rly glad it is.though i havent brought anyone to Christ this month, God has done sooo many wonderful things for me already.but its not barter trade so it's natural since God loves us.well i was saying, God blessed me with joy in my heart.and this week especially, He answered my prayers and granted me family peace, good friends, self-control(over-eating la) and the ability to love and forgive people.
oh yes, i want to mention a grt thnks to cherlynn, chihui, gwen & sherilyn for making my day today.i needed the laughter.haha.and to all my avid readers, you must know that i'm rly happy tdy :D on the average, i laughed/smiled every 2 seconds.well.we all had a grt time lah.thanks agn for the lovely *clears throat* 'outing'. <3<3<3
speaking of which, i very nice man stopped smoking at the bus stop for the five of us because he could sense our dislike for air pollution when we started going behind the poster board to hide frm the smoke.well.. :D let's hope he stops smoking totally.tht aside, i think i'm rly sensitive to smoke.when i inhaled the nicotine smelling fumes, i felt horrid.my chest tightened alot of my stomach did a few somersaults(?).thn i had a slight headache.mm.we'll
i must also blog about my trip home
1) the channel U SUPERSTAR IDOLS are going to tiongbahru plaza tmr.well, the point is, i witnessed a group of mad youths intending to stay in the open overnight just to be standing at the front tmr to catch their favourite superstar.atrocious!in fact, some of them were even wearing their school uniforms(STC girls).why do they enslave themselves for someone they dont know, disregarding their own safety (and hygiene of course).i dont want to comment further.think about it yourself.
2) a psycho indian man! i was smsing amanda on my way home and while i was nearing my block, i saw an indian man (thr was no one else) smoking and grinning at me.i brisked away from him because he was smoking, not because i was afraid of him since "He who is in me is greater".well, point is, he started to 'stalk me' after i passed him, declaring something in tamil.i guess he probably then realized i dun speak tamil and spoke in english.i didnt manage to catch what he said but i managed to make out the words "dont scared" in between his perverse cackles.disgusted, i ran quickly to the nearest coffeeshop.
well.tht taught me not to carry big bright orange bags at night because it attracts attention. (?) =
twenty thousand blog skins + a bar pizza.
<3
Wednesday, September 21, 2005
age to age He stands, and time is in His hands
ilovemyJesus!!
"i hope the man doesnt throw his axe on me.."
as i was walking to the bus stop from school, along the sides of Tanglin Regency Condo, i noticed some strange bushes moving up and down, as if it was skipping.as i approached it, i realized tht an indian gardener was trying to "pull" the bush through the fence into the condo(the branches of the bush,which was IN the condo,had grown OUT of the condo through the fence, picture it).thn to my horror, i noticed something petrifying.IT WAS A RED AND BROWN RUSTY AXE!the kind-looking gardener smiled at me but when turned to the disobedient bush, his face suddenly twisted into menacing mask, and he ruthlessly chopped the bush.OUCH.he repeatedly chopped the bush like how u see murderers on suria's drama shows kill people.except tht the bush didnt scream for help nor did it bleed.well...=\ i was so terrified i walked away quickly, hoping that the psycho gardener wont throw his axe at me suddenly.trust me, it wasnt a small penknife or what and i'm not exaggerating.it was definitly as A-X-E, axe.fortunately, i ran away fast enough.
through my experiences these days, i learnt tht kindergarden storybooks always lie about friendly gardeners who smile at u when u say "HELLO" and give u free, nice-smelling flowers when you go to school.nonononono, they dont.i'll be on my guard in future.it might not be just a chainsaw or axe in future, the gardener might be armed with a bazooka in future.well...
HAHA.
i'm chatting with lydia right now, telling her how dusty the present i was supposed to give her is, as it sits on my table:
canoeistLYNETTE;imagine me without You i'ld be lost and so confused says:
and and and.monday what bag are u going to carry?
I NEED A CORK FOR MY NOSE says:
huh?!! hahahha..
canoeistLYNETTE;imagine me without You i'ld be lost and so confused says:
BIG BIG BIG BIG BAG? or small pouch?
canoeistLYNETTE;imagine me without You i'ld be lost and so confused says:
cuz i wanna pass u ur dusty present
I NEED A CORK FOR MY NOSE says:
IT'S THE THOUGHT THAT COUNTS. NOT THE DUST
*rolls on the floor with laughter*
i love lydia, she's always SOOOO funny. :D
I think that ________ is changing for the better, which is extremely good.i found out that thr is this "lock" thing that forbids entry to sites with certain content, so he/she can exercise self-control.only approved sites are viewable, though this means i cant view blogs that have no ratings, it also means... :D :D :D
ilovemyJesus!!
"i hope the man doesnt throw his axe on me.."
as i was walking to the bus stop from school, along the sides of Tanglin Regency Condo, i noticed some strange bushes moving up and down, as if it was skipping.as i approached it, i realized tht an indian gardener was trying to "pull" the bush through the fence into the condo(the branches of the bush,which was IN the condo,had grown OUT of the condo through the fence, picture it).thn to my horror, i noticed something petrifying.IT WAS A RED AND BROWN RUSTY AXE!the kind-looking gardener smiled at me but when turned to the disobedient bush, his face suddenly twisted into menacing mask, and he ruthlessly chopped the bush.OUCH.he repeatedly chopped the bush like how u see murderers on suria's drama shows kill people.except tht the bush didnt scream for help nor did it bleed.well...=\ i was so terrified i walked away quickly, hoping that the psycho gardener wont throw his axe at me suddenly.trust me, it wasnt a small penknife or what and i'm not exaggerating.it was definitly as A-X-E, axe.fortunately, i ran away fast enough.
through my experiences these days, i learnt tht kindergarden storybooks always lie about friendly gardeners who smile at u when u say "HELLO" and give u free, nice-smelling flowers when you go to school.nonononono, they dont.i'll be on my guard in future.it might not be just a chainsaw or axe in future, the gardener might be armed with a bazooka in future.well...
HAHA.
i'm chatting with lydia right now, telling her how dusty the present i was supposed to give her is, as it sits on my table:
canoeistLYNETTE;imagine me without You i'ld be lost and so confused says:
and and and.monday what bag are u going to carry?
I NEED A CORK FOR MY NOSE says:
huh?!! hahahha..
canoeistLYNETTE;imagine me without You i'ld be lost and so confused says:
BIG BIG BIG BIG BAG? or small pouch?
canoeistLYNETTE;imagine me without You i'ld be lost and so confused says:
cuz i wanna pass u ur dusty present
I NEED A CORK FOR MY NOSE says:
IT'S THE THOUGHT THAT COUNTS. NOT THE DUST
*rolls on the floor with laughter*
i love lydia, she's always SOOOO funny. :D
I think that ________ is changing for the better, which is extremely good.i found out that thr is this "lock" thing that forbids entry to sites with certain content, so he/she can exercise self-control.only approved sites are viewable, though this means i cant view blogs that have no ratings, it also means... :D :D :D
Tuesday, September 20, 2005
my Shepherd King, You're watching over me, Emmanuel
ilovemyJesus!!
its been long since i last read a blog belonging to any sec 4 in crescent.
i realized i've been reading blogs of people frm church, people in canoeing..and it ends there.sometimes even random blogs belonging to people i dont even know.
saw jiaqi's tag saying she left something at her blog for me.went there, scrolled up and down.re-read a few posts to make sure i didnt miss out anything.BUT THERE WAS NOTHING =\ ok.maybe it was a looooOooong time ago.thn i went to zhixin's blog because she tagged(i think a long time ago also la).mm.read her latest posts and re-read her birthday post, which wasnt very far off, probably because she has been studing and not blogging, which is good.i digress. =my point is, there was something in her birthday post that kinda affected me somehow.but i cant write it down here firstly because its private.and secondly because, i dont know how to put down in words how i feel.mm.well.
that aside, some thought for the day:
Andy played all afternoon with his best friend, Joe, who lived down the street. When Mother called him home for supper, Andy came in smiling and whistling a happy tune. "My," said Mother, "you're in a good mood. Did you enjoy your day?"
"Boy, I did!" exclaimed Andy. "I just spent the whole afternoon with my very best friend in the whole wide world."
"I see," said Mother. "How do you know he's your very best friend?"
Andy thought for a moment then replied,"Well, we spend alot of time together. We always have fun playing games or talking or just hanging around. We jelp each other, and we cheer each other up when we're feeling bad."
"You know," said Mother in a quiet gentle voice,"you just described my best friend too-except for one thing. My best friend did something extra special for me a long time ago. Something that no other best friend could ever do."
"Really? What did your best friend do for you?" wondered Andy.
Mother smiled."My best friend loved me so much that He gave His life for me so that i could have eternal life with Him."
"Oh,you're talking about Jesus, arent you?"asked Andy."T never really thought about Him as a best friend."
"Well, He will be if you let Him," Mother said."You can do some of the same kinds of things with Jesus that you like to do with Joe. You can include him in everything you do. He's always there for you, just like a best friend."
"Yeah, He is, isnt He?"said Andy thoughtfully.He grinned."I guess Joe wont mind much is He's only mt second-best friend, especially after I tell him who my best friend in the whole wide world really is,"he said."And I'll tell him I dont mind if he makes Jesus his best friend too."
Do you have a best friend too? Friends are special blessings.You have wonderful times together.Even more special is the friendship you may have with Jesus. He wants to be your friend, and he's the most faithful friend you can ever have.
"There are 'friends' who destroy each other, but a real friend sticks closer than a brother. -proverbs 18:24"
(this is from PowerKidsChurch when i was still with them - 27/11/2000)
i have alot to say about the story.but i guess its better to leave it to the readers to think about it themselves.
thank You Jesus. [=
ilovemyJesus!!
its been long since i last read a blog belonging to any sec 4 in crescent.
i realized i've been reading blogs of people frm church, people in canoeing..and it ends there.sometimes even random blogs belonging to people i dont even know.
saw jiaqi's tag saying she left something at her blog for me.went there, scrolled up and down.re-read a few posts to make sure i didnt miss out anything.BUT THERE WAS NOTHING =\ ok.maybe it was a looooOooong time ago.thn i went to zhixin's blog because she tagged(i think a long time ago also la).mm.read her latest posts and re-read her birthday post, which wasnt very far off, probably because she has been studing and not blogging, which is good.i digress. =my point is, there was something in her birthday post that kinda affected me somehow.but i cant write it down here firstly because its private.and secondly because, i dont know how to put down in words how i feel.mm.well.
that aside, some thought for the day:
Andy played all afternoon with his best friend, Joe, who lived down the street. When Mother called him home for supper, Andy came in smiling and whistling a happy tune. "My," said Mother, "you're in a good mood. Did you enjoy your day?"
"Boy, I did!" exclaimed Andy. "I just spent the whole afternoon with my very best friend in the whole wide world."
"I see," said Mother. "How do you know he's your very best friend?"
Andy thought for a moment then replied,"Well, we spend alot of time together. We always have fun playing games or talking or just hanging around. We jelp each other, and we cheer each other up when we're feeling bad."
"You know," said Mother in a quiet gentle voice,"you just described my best friend too-except for one thing. My best friend did something extra special for me a long time ago. Something that no other best friend could ever do."
"Really? What did your best friend do for you?" wondered Andy.
Mother smiled."My best friend loved me so much that He gave His life for me so that i could have eternal life with Him."
"Oh,you're talking about Jesus, arent you?"asked Andy."T never really thought about Him as a best friend."
"Well, He will be if you let Him," Mother said."You can do some of the same kinds of things with Jesus that you like to do with Joe. You can include him in everything you do. He's always there for you, just like a best friend."
"Yeah, He is, isnt He?"said Andy thoughtfully.He grinned."I guess Joe wont mind much is He's only mt second-best friend, especially after I tell him who my best friend in the whole wide world really is,"he said."And I'll tell him I dont mind if he makes Jesus his best friend too."
Do you have a best friend too? Friends are special blessings.You have wonderful times together.Even more special is the friendship you may have with Jesus. He wants to be your friend, and he's the most faithful friend you can ever have.
"There are 'friends' who destroy each other, but a real friend sticks closer than a brother. -proverbs 18:24"
(this is from PowerKidsChurch when i was still with them - 27/11/2000)
i have alot to say about the story.but i guess its better to leave it to the readers to think about it themselves.
thank You Jesus. [=
Monday, September 19, 2005
i know that i'll be running home to You
ilovemyJesus!!
ahh.black is so dull.i really like my new blogskin.
well, technically, its not a new blog skins.
i just made the border thicker, and changed the colours, and reshuffled things here and there.
anyhow, love it.*2 thumbs up*
mm.i found out that quite a number of people actually read my blog but dun leave tags.WHY?!?! =[
let my post a random thought today:
"i hope the man doesnt drop his chainsaw on me"
a worker was on top of a fence with a chainsaw, trying to saw of the branches of either a very tall bush or a very short tree.i was walking on the pavement right beside the fence such tht if tht worker was to accidentally drop his chain saw, given tht he wasnt balancing properly, I WOULD DIE.well..
random. (x
today's chemistry practical was really bad for me.but it doesnt rly matter to me.i'm not discouraged or anything.besides, i'm not intending to include chemistry for my L1R5.
speaking of which, the prelims has got me thinking about the relationship of God and examinations yet again.strangely, it never dawned on me this fact: if all Christians were to do very well because God is with them and all go to very good schools, WHO IS GOING TO SHARE THE GOSPEL IN THE OTHER SCHOOLS?! okay okay.i dun know if this is biblical or not, but i guess i do make some sense anyhow.sometimes it may be God's plan for us to go to not-so-good schools even though we studied very hard because He has greater plans for us elsewhere.besides,we're not called to earthly blessings but heavenly riches.so its not like we will get the best everytime, in this case, going to top junior colleges.uh.correct me if i'm saying something non-biblical or anti-christ(?!) or something to that extent la.
personally,i'm affected.i've always wanted to be the best, though i may not show it as some says(but i think i do leh), and i'm constantly finding ways to prove myself.i rmb the canoeing senoirs once saying that i was "ambitious".well, that was what i am.when DSA provided oppurtunities for me to go to various top JCs (hci, njc, rjc, sajc), one of the main reasons i contemplated so much was because i sought "recognition" from people, wanting to be labelled 'SMART'.yet now as i think of it, why should i? havent God given me enough assurance, and hasnt He been leading me in victory all the time? why would i need to seek it from men when it has been given from God.i dun need to go to hwachong.i can be in the worst ITE and still be 'SMART', because i know God. :D
and i have no pressure about exams.i study, i do my best, and the rest is up to God.and when i say the rest is up to God, i dun mean, "God will help me do well", but i mean "God will let His will be done in me".amen? amen.
ps: new i4C blog! new i4c blog! new i4c blog! click link for more details.
ilovemyJesus!!
ahh.black is so dull.i really like my new blogskin.
well, technically, its not a new blog skins.
i just made the border thicker, and changed the colours, and reshuffled things here and there.
anyhow, love it.*2 thumbs up*
mm.i found out that quite a number of people actually read my blog but dun leave tags.WHY?!?! =[
let my post a random thought today:
"i hope the man doesnt drop his chainsaw on me"
a worker was on top of a fence with a chainsaw, trying to saw of the branches of either a very tall bush or a very short tree.i was walking on the pavement right beside the fence such tht if tht worker was to accidentally drop his chain saw, given tht he wasnt balancing properly, I WOULD DIE.well..
random. (x
today's chemistry practical was really bad for me.but it doesnt rly matter to me.i'm not discouraged or anything.besides, i'm not intending to include chemistry for my L1R5.
speaking of which, the prelims has got me thinking about the relationship of God and examinations yet again.strangely, it never dawned on me this fact: if all Christians were to do very well because God is with them and all go to very good schools, WHO IS GOING TO SHARE THE GOSPEL IN THE OTHER SCHOOLS?! okay okay.i dun know if this is biblical or not, but i guess i do make some sense anyhow.sometimes it may be God's plan for us to go to not-so-good schools even though we studied very hard because He has greater plans for us elsewhere.besides,we're not called to earthly blessings but heavenly riches.so its not like we will get the best everytime, in this case, going to top junior colleges.uh.correct me if i'm saying something non-biblical or anti-christ(?!) or something to that extent la.
personally,i'm affected.i've always wanted to be the best, though i may not show it as some says(but i think i do leh), and i'm constantly finding ways to prove myself.i rmb the canoeing senoirs once saying that i was "ambitious".well, that was what i am.when DSA provided oppurtunities for me to go to various top JCs (hci, njc, rjc, sajc), one of the main reasons i contemplated so much was because i sought "recognition" from people, wanting to be labelled 'SMART'.yet now as i think of it, why should i? havent God given me enough assurance, and hasnt He been leading me in victory all the time? why would i need to seek it from men when it has been given from God.i dun need to go to hwachong.i can be in the worst ITE and still be 'SMART', because i know God. :D
and i have no pressure about exams.i study, i do my best, and the rest is up to God.and when i say the rest is up to God, i dun mean, "God will help me do well", but i mean "God will let His will be done in me".amen? amen.
ps: new i4C blog! new i4c blog! new i4c blog! click link for more details.
Thursday, September 15, 2005
all over the world Your song will resound
ilovemyJesus!!
word,
why should i feel accursed or that i am the victim of bad luck when the Bible says that Christ redeemed me from the curse of the law that i might receive His Spirit? -galatians 3:13,14
i should blog about the progress of the prelims.
well, everything's pretty fair.should be able to get a reasonable L1R5?
except for bio paper 2 and chemistry!!
its really a pity because i probably can do well for bio ppr 1, but not ppr 2.for chem, i'm good at chem practicals, BUT the theory papers were so tough! probability of me passing the examination is 0,and probability of me scoring an A1 -10. =\ ppr1 was relatively difficult, but ppr2 was HARD.for the first half of the time, my paper remained blank.the paper started at 10am and i only started writing things at 11am.and in btwn tht one hour i was so furious i kept making alot of noises.like going "grrr", "tsk" and banging my stuff.bcause when i look around, everyone seemed to be writing something.anyhow, i think that was extremely childish of me.extremely.
so yes.at the end of today's exam (yup.tdy's chem paper), hasyimah (who sits beside me), gwen (who sits in front of me) and yukefong (who sits infront of hasyimah, beside gwen) where like:
hasyimah: you ah..bang table.make noise.
gwen: YA! i heard! i was like, 'oh no.lynette angry liao'
yukefong: so noisy ah..
hasyimah: *demonstrates what i did*
mrs d tang: no talking (or something to that extent)
actually, in the last 45mins,i found that i could actually do some questions.however, out of 80marks, i only attempted 31 marks worth of questions.=mm.perhaps there would be more questions i could have done if i had been more focused.i was kinda nervous at tht time, esp when i couldnt do the first question.i felt..mm.distracted? its like.whatever i read couldnt go into my mind and i counldnt understand the questions.oh well.
and though things may seem bad, i'm glad that God spoke to me.
well, He just told me the importance of prayer.for most of the exams, i felt confident.not today however.because i forgot to pray.i was so absorbed in memorising what sherilyn showed me last minute (which wasnt tested by the way) tht i forgot to pray.that's how the devil works.
oh yes, how can i forget to thank God?
thank you Jesus. [=
praise Him
ilovemyJesus!!
word,
why should i feel accursed or that i am the victim of bad luck when the Bible says that Christ redeemed me from the curse of the law that i might receive His Spirit? -galatians 3:13,14
i should blog about the progress of the prelims.
well, everything's pretty fair.should be able to get a reasonable L1R5?
except for bio paper 2 and chemistry!!
its really a pity because i probably can do well for bio ppr 1, but not ppr 2.for chem, i'm good at chem practicals, BUT the theory papers were so tough! probability of me passing the examination is 0,and probability of me scoring an A1 -10. =\ ppr1 was relatively difficult, but ppr2 was HARD.for the first half of the time, my paper remained blank.the paper started at 10am and i only started writing things at 11am.and in btwn tht one hour i was so furious i kept making alot of noises.like going "grrr", "tsk" and banging my stuff.bcause when i look around, everyone seemed to be writing something.anyhow, i think that was extremely childish of me.extremely.
so yes.at the end of today's exam (yup.tdy's chem paper), hasyimah (who sits beside me), gwen (who sits in front of me) and yukefong (who sits infront of hasyimah, beside gwen) where like:
hasyimah: you ah..bang table.make noise.
gwen: YA! i heard! i was like, 'oh no.lynette angry liao'
yukefong: so noisy ah..
hasyimah: *demonstrates what i did*
mrs d tang: no talking (or something to that extent)
actually, in the last 45mins,i found that i could actually do some questions.however, out of 80marks, i only attempted 31 marks worth of questions.=mm.perhaps there would be more questions i could have done if i had been more focused.i was kinda nervous at tht time, esp when i couldnt do the first question.i felt..mm.distracted? its like.whatever i read couldnt go into my mind and i counldnt understand the questions.oh well.
and though things may seem bad, i'm glad that God spoke to me.
well, He just told me the importance of prayer.for most of the exams, i felt confident.not today however.because i forgot to pray.i was so absorbed in memorising what sherilyn showed me last minute (which wasnt tested by the way) tht i forgot to pray.that's how the devil works.
oh yes, how can i forget to thank God?
thank you Jesus. [=
praise Him
Tuesday, September 13, 2005
because of You its all brand new, my life is now worthwhile
ilovemyJesus!!
i have no time to do ANYTHING else.not even reply tags etc.by the way, i havent came online for a long time.the person accepting testimonials and checking emails for me is not me.thank you very much anyhow.
who is the islamic prophet muhammad?
its a serious distraction.i'm not very prepared for tmr's bio paper yet after reading something abt this man.i am very distracted.confused.i went to Yahoo and typed "muhammad" and they brought me to an islamic website which...well.the more i find out, the more i realized i dun know.
Holy Spirit, teach me.
and to the rest reading this, have a great week ahead.God bless. [=
ilovemyJesus!!
i have no time to do ANYTHING else.not even reply tags etc.by the way, i havent came online for a long time.the person accepting testimonials and checking emails for me is not me.thank you very much anyhow.
who is the islamic prophet muhammad?
its a serious distraction.i'm not very prepared for tmr's bio paper yet after reading something abt this man.i am very distracted.confused.i went to Yahoo and typed "muhammad" and they brought me to an islamic website which...well.the more i find out, the more i realized i dun know.
Holy Spirit, teach me.
and to the rest reading this, have a great week ahead.God bless. [=