i know that i'll be running home to You
ilovemyJesus!!

ahh.black is so dull.i really like my new blogskin.
well, technically, its not a new blog skins.
i just made the border thicker, and changed the colours, and reshuffled things here and there.
anyhow, love it.*2 thumbs up*

mm.i found out that quite a number of people actually read my blog but dun leave tags.WHY?!?! =[

let my post a random thought today:
"i hope the man doesnt drop his chainsaw on me"
a worker was on top of a fence with a chainsaw, trying to saw of the branches of either a very tall bush or a very short tree.i was walking on the pavement right beside the fence such tht if tht worker was to accidentally drop his chain saw, given tht he wasnt balancing properly, I WOULD DIE.well..
random. (x

today's chemistry practical was really bad for me.but it doesnt rly matter to me.i'm not discouraged or anything.besides, i'm not intending to include chemistry for my L1R5.

speaking of which, the prelims has got me thinking about the relationship of God and examinations yet again.strangely, it never dawned on me this fact: if all Christians were to do very well because God is with them and all go to very good schools, WHO IS GOING TO SHARE THE GOSPEL IN THE OTHER SCHOOLS?! okay okay.i dun know if this is biblical or not, but i guess i do make some sense anyhow.sometimes it may be God's plan for us to go to not-so-good schools even though we studied very hard because He has greater plans for us elsewhere.besides,we're not called to earthly blessings but heavenly riches.so its not like we will get the best everytime, in this case, going to top junior colleges.uh.correct me if i'm saying something non-biblical or anti-christ(?!) or something to that extent la.

personally,i'm affected.i've always wanted to be the best, though i may not show it as some says(but i think i do leh), and i'm constantly finding ways to prove myself.i rmb the canoeing senoirs once saying that i was "ambitious".well, that was what i am.when DSA provided oppurtunities for me to go to various top JCs (hci, njc, rjc, sajc), one of the main reasons i contemplated so much was because i sought "recognition" from people, wanting to be labelled 'SMART'.yet now as i think of it, why should i? havent God given me enough assurance, and hasnt He been leading me in victory all the time? why would i need to seek it from men when it has been given from God.i dun need to go to hwachong.i can be in the worst ITE and still be 'SMART', because i know God. :D

and i have no pressure about exams.i study, i do my best, and the rest is up to God.and when i say the rest is up to God, i dun mean, "God will help me do well", but i mean "God will let His will be done in me".amen? amen.

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