oh Lord You never let go of me
ilovemyJesus!!

i was initially quite upset,felt an inexplicable sense of lost.but i realised ruxiang's actually gone to a better place,and as i think abt her,she's probably already taking her steps to Daddy joyfully.i thank God for putting her in my YI camp grp,for the times we shared.for so many things.

anw,i'm actually quite proud of myself for going to chuch even though i dreaded since charmaine's off to china for holiday.but i went eventually and am glad i did.

oh and i dropped by cosbt to pass yvonne the choc cake i baked for her (man,was one luscious cake).kinda wished to stay for a while to talk to her since we havent talked for a looong time but couldnt cause youth fellowship was starting at eternal life assembly.

hmm.abit worried for a certain somebody cause i just viewd her friendster & thr were gangsters writing her friendster ttms (an idiot would pressume the gangster to be her friend too so yea i've got reasons to worry) & she shouldnt mix with those kinda ppl.she's still too young to tell good frm bad ppl.its dangerous.plus, her sch environment, her dressing, etc really calls for my precious attention.

but well.let go,let God.i'll pray about it then!