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-2 bowls of tom yam flavored instant noodles
-1 bowl of chicken flavored instant noodles
-1 bowl of chilli flavored instant noodles
-2 bowls of red bean soup
-3 egg sandwiches
-4 sardin rolls
-2 apples
-2 hashbrowns
-1 bowl of cereal
-1 bowl of yan ice-cream. (one BIG bowl to be exact)
-1/2 can of pringles
-1 packet of fried carrot cake (black one)
wad else...? i think there sth else.. i rmb i ate one more thing in the morning... just cant rmb wad is it! arghs! was it a pizza? i dun think so. arghs! but anw. just know tt there's one more thing. k. y m i listing these? bcuz i wanna see wad i eat everyday n freak myself out... thn finally decide to go on a seirous diet. honestly. i dun think this will work. i wanna go on a diet. really want to. but... cant find the determination. arghs! wish i was living in the pri sch days. where we all ate alot n nv seemed to grow fat at all. arghs!
nvm. anyway. i went to visit my bro today. WOAH. THE NS MILITARY CAMP IS WAY COOL! my brother is at the wad SAR 42 sth sth sth armor one lah. hahahaahha. omg. tt place is sooooooooooooooo cool! really. i felt so attached even though i was there for only 2 hrs. once in a lifetime event u know. cuz tt place is "prohibiited". arghs! n cannt bring camera somemore. the worse part. n i love the tanks!!!!! i was like... standing in front of all the tanks... with my jaws wide open... n eyes glittering like... um.. glitter? n my mum had to pull me all the way to the building. hahahahaha. n the big big cannon at the entrance. WOAH!!!! COOL!!! REALLY COOL! n i love that place. really. i love everything there. i even love the way my brother (n all his platoon mates) stink. HAHAHAHAHAHHAA. i couldnt bear to leave when time was up. n i went into the army... some sort of weird car lah. hahaha. bcuz they were chaffuering ppl to the bus stop... e route to the bus stop was very long. n the car was so low tt i banged my head when coming out of it. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA. so malu. n now i got a bump on my head. so painful... BUT COOL! i love the bunks! (not bungs) even though air-con-less. still cool. 28 beds n a room. cool eh? hahahahahahahaha. n everything so neat one. ok. one thing tt i hate abt the ppl there. they are all so organised n neat... i cant stand thm. hahahahaha. but when i join thm 4 yrs down the road... heheheheeheh! when i left. i nearly cried. bcuz 1.) i miss my kor 2.) i'm nv going back again. NEVER! bcuz its a prohibited place. n evn when i'm 18... i wun be gg there. bcuz tt's a guy's camp. n bsides.. we're not allowed to choose where we wanna go. so if they put me in NAVY or sth else... not armor... thn. its goodbye forever there. i will nv ever go in there again! can u imagine?!?!?!?! ok. one way is to ask someone... anyone... who's gg to be recruited there... to put me on his visitor's list. thn on e day of visitation... hehehehehehhe. but. sigh. nvm. I LOVED THAT PLACE! i felt really attached the moment i stepped in there... n i was like :"this is it...this is it... this is it..." hahahahhahahaha. oh...n i know how to wear their uniform liao. they dun tuck their pants in their boots one. it just looks like. its the trick of the gutters. i think tt's how u spell it lah. the gutter is this "rubberband" thing tt u hook around the top of ur boots. thn u roll ur pants inwards n tuck them behind the gutters. hahahaha. cool right? n the sleeves. it takes abt 15mins to fold their sleeves. its not as easy as rolling up a normal sleeve. they have a special way of folding it up so tt u dun have to unroll everything when u want back the long sleeve. u just have to pull it. SO COOL RIGHT? n i learnt many many things. oh yah. my brother told us abt this guy who he can really relate to. his name was Captain Kelvin Cheong. he was like... whooooosh! grace asked me to take a pic of him. so she can see tt whoosh cutie. hahaha. but cameras not allowed lah... ok. he's good-looking, especially in his uniform (which seemed to big for him, haha!), n he's nice... n my brother can really talk to him when he has problems... n he's frenly... n like... gift from heaven. hahahahaha. anw. he's really nice. n HE HAS NO PIMPLES AT ALL! NO PIMPLES NO ACHNE ANYTHING LIDDAT! flawless face. i dun think even got oil lor. n he's really shuai. okok. i tell u ah... the bung so clean n neat lor. even the tooth brush. tooth paste all these parallel to each other one k. HAHAHAHAHHAHA. my brother say usually is very messy one. but today special. u know y lah huh. hahahahahahahahaha. thn the sirs all also very kind. today only lah. hahahahha. sigh. dun say so much good things... make me miss it evn more... knowing tt i'll nv go back. sigh. but anyway. i really wanna join NS. REALLY WANT TO! n i smsed grace n zx... keep on telling thm I'M GG TO JOIN NS! I'M GG TO JOIN NS!! hahaha. zx very anti-climax one. hahaha. somemore call me siao. n grace. whole mind thinking abt maznah. hahaha. but she told me to live up to my dream... she nicer thn zx so far. tt wet blanket. HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA. ok. I'M GG TO JOIN NS! I'M GG TO JOIN NS!! I'M GG TO JOIN NS! I'M GG TO JOIN NS!! I'M GG TO JOIN NS! I'M GG TO JOIN NS!! I'M GG TO JOIN NS! I'M GG TO JOIN NS!! I'M GG TO JOIN NS! I'M GG TO JOIN NS!! I'M GG TO JOIN NS! I'M GG TO JOIN NS!! I'M GG TO JOIN NS! I'M GG TO JOIN NS!! I'M GG TO JOIN NS! I'M GG TO JOIN NS!! I'M GG TO JOIN NS! I'M GG TO JOIN NS!! I'M GG TO JOIN NS! I'M GG TO JOIN NS!! I'M GG TO JOIN NS! I'M GG TO JOIN NS!! I'M GG TO JOIN NS! I'M GG TO JOIN NS!! I'M GG TO JOIN NS! I'M GG TO JOIN NS!! I'M GG TO JOIN NS! I'M GG TO JOIN NS!! I'M GG TO JOIN NS! I'M GG TO JOIN NS!! I'M GG TO JOIN NS! I'M GG TO JOIN NS!! I'M GG TO JOIN NS! I'M GG TO JOIN NS!! I'M GG TO JOIN NS! I'M GG TO JOIN NS!! I'M GG TO JOIN NS! I'M GG TO JOIN NS!! I'M GG TO JOIN NS! I'M GG TO JOIN NS!!
whoopx. sorry for the madness. no. its not madness. i'm serious. hahaha. oh well. going going.. gone!