ok. i din blog when i got back to my seat bcuz i suddenly became i nice person n went to talk to gwen. sigh. i guess. being good frens are hard bcuz once u know the person well, u not only see the person's good side, but the bad sides as well. gwen and jan, u two.. should just thrash things out. i mean. talk things out nicely. n i apologize if there's anything i shouldnt have said. i dun think i've helpd much bcuz i can't help u two. u two have to decide for urself yah. but anw. i hope u t wo quickly patch up n once again. sorry for anything i've said. n sorry sherilyn too.

so anw. on fri. after sch had to stay back for this canoe briefing thing. n i was desperately looking for grace. she din turn up. but i'm sure she was in sch. turned out tt she was talking to maznah. ok. i admit. i felt reallt pissed n hurt. bcuz after all i did to try help her stay in canoe... she told me:"wad's the point?" actually. actually. i have my doubts... but well. shall not write it here. yeps. anw. its over liao. n i'm ok now. so nvm. hahaha. thot abt how i cried like a maniac for the whole day on fri... so dumb! wad the hell was i thinking of?????
but anw. in the end. her mum dun allow lah. so. oh well

sat morning went for breakfast at tbp mac with grace n jq. wow. we supposed to meet at 7. i reached at 6.40am. waited 20mins. thn after tt.. grace at 7am smsed me n tell me tt she just woke up. double wow. ok. so she was late by abt 20mins. thn... at abt 7am liddat also. i asked grace to call jq. interestingly, she was sleeping. SLEEPING, i repeat. so grace woke her up. she called me. asking me wad she has to bring. haven evn packed bag. so smart. so nvm. in the end. she came at aroun 7.35 liddat. all in all. i waited for 50 mins liddat. wow. my legs nearly broke n i nearly turned into a stone. hahaha. thn after tt grace dun noe go where n meet maz. dun noe if i'm allowed to publish this in my blog. but haha. grace also nv say cannt. so nvm. thn me n jq went canoe course. talk abt tt later. after canoe course went to eat at redhill market. thn went jq's hse. slept there. her room no blanket. so cold. she gave me 2 shirts n 2 sch skirts to cover myself. smart. brilliant. fantastic. left at abt 9.40pm.

sunday. as usual. woke up early. supposed to meet jq for breakfast at redhill market at 7.30am. n she reached at 8.10am. wow. again. if i nv called her at 7.20, she wudden have woke up. hahaha. when i called her she still slping lor. genius manx. so we ate. thn went to redhill mrt station to wait for the rest. josef tan wore a "holy" shirt. full of holes. hahahahaha. thn went for course. talk abt it later again. haha. thn came back. jq din wanna eat. so we went home. yeps.

facts about josef tan:
1.) likes pink. HE IS A SISSY!!!!
2.) scared of heat/sun. HE IS A GAY!!! A SISSY! WHATEVER. we all sit under the sun n he was like... taking shade under the trees.
3.) has pink shirts, bink BOXERS??!!, pink pen... yucky yuck yuck
4.) quite nice lah. the fact tt he treated us to drinks. haha. BUT NO NASI LEMAK!!! so sad. the famous changi nasi lemak. sigh.
5.) his track pants.. sigh. ppl wear until reach the shoe... his is about 10cm above ankle. WOW!!!! trend-setter. hahaha
6.) lamer. lamer. lamer. lamer. lamer. lamer. lamer
7.) likes to walk around with tt DAMNED camera of his. hahahaha
8.) for the moment, de zhui his gf. haha. cuz he sacrificed his weekend for canoe mah. so his gf is angry
(dun belief tt. i made it all up. HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA)
9.) cancelled tues training to spend time with his gf
(whoopx. hahahaha. dun belief tt either. but if u wanna belief, no one's stopping u)
10.) HE LIKES OUR INSTRUCTER, LANCE! his ex gay partner
okok. as u know. tt was made up too. hahahahahaha. cannt b verified.

anw. canoe training was kinda fun. except for the capsize drill. our instructers, lance and laiman, were very nice. laiman is a chio chio vicki zhao look-a-like who's 26 this yr. so for those who r interested... she's working at the changi sea sports complex. omg. wad m i thinkng? she's with lance liao. aye. no. lance with josef tan mah. but. josef tan also with laiman. oh no! this triangle so complicated. dun bother figuring it out. cuz anw... u wun get any conclusion. simply bcuz, ITS ALL MADE UP!!!

capsize drill was terrible for the first time. ok for the 2nd time. 3rd time was fun. excpt tt on the 3rd time, we were at the deep waters liao. so i cldnt touch the grnd. so scary. i got phobia of water mah. n i cried like another maniac. sigh. i'm so useless. hahaha. but evn thou i cried... i still completed the whole drill. YAY! clap for me leh!

after the course, realized tt the seniors are not dao anw. SOME LAH. paticularly... nvm. those tt we thot we dao.. are actually quite frenly. namely, kong lam, qi qi, joanne. NIHAT rocks. dun noe if tt's the spelling but. haha. she very nice. n jq is obsessed with qiqi. her new idol. haha. qiqi very cute one. tt time got bumboat (right now i'm laughing) gg to bang her canoe. thn we shouted "BOAT! BOAT!" n she was like:"where? where?" n she kept paddling despite the fact tt she dun evn noe where the bum boat is. haha. thn when she saw it, she was like:"OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG........" HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAA. so funny right? may not seem funny to u but. haha. i laughed for dun noe how many days bcuz of this. my goodness. i;m really infected. oh yah, did i tell u? jq the sotong capsized. half way while canoeing. hahaha. it wasnt a drill. tt sotong... HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA. so funny.
along with us, our classmates lah were:
1.) this 58 yr old man. haha. dun noe his name. but 58. woah
2.) edison. aka MACHO MARY.HAHAHAHHA.dun noe how old. in poly now.
3.) zhihao. edison;s fren. act macho buai macho one lah. tt guy. so horny. HE SUCKS!
4.) xiao hei. chi who looks like indian and has 7 piercings on his left ear. woah. haha. but nope. he's mr-nice-guy. who said ppl with many piercings are bad?

can refer to jq's blog lah. she got some stuff abt the course also. anw. i got the cert! I GOT THE CERT! hehehehe. smsed alot of ppl to tell thm. CONGRATULATE ME EVERYONE! HAHAHAHAHHAA. i'm a born genius.

ok. monday went to lydia's hse. made a mess out of her hse. alot of dumb n funny things happen. cannt list thm out. will flood my blog. since i typed alot liao. hahaha. me grace zx n lydia herself. yeps. haha.

tusday. stayed in sch for counselling. pft. thn PBL. sch com lab closing. so went to grace's hse. everyone went there. wow. hahaha. her dogs. ok lah. they were cute n nice. but... i'm kinda afraid. hahaha. thn left at 7.30 liddat. reach home. do PBL. until very late. haha. it was all rubbish

today PBL presentation. no class. so shuang. haha. but pbl was horrible. before presenting... i was so nervous tt i cried. after tt i was so disspointed, still nervous, hurt n sad tt i cried again. I'M CRAZY! why did i even cry? siao siao siao siao. i dun noe lah. look down on my 10hrs ago self now. wad was i doing? i messed up the whole presentation. if i din get angry n rehearsed yesterday. nth would have gone wrong. n jan. n gwen. n i dun noe! i'm just. sigh. mixed up. n recieved the most bad comments frm mrs neo. she's biased one k. she see who she like one. i wanna publish this in my blog:
MRS NEO IS A BIASED N SHARP WOMAN! SHE'S GG TO BE THE NEX SIMON COWELL!!!
oh well. din make me feel better. but hah. nvm. i wanna let the whole wurld know. ok. anw. i bounced back so quickly after the PBL thing. hahah. one moment i was sobbing like a loser...a pathetic one.... n the very next, lauhing n chatting with peeps. hahaha. finally found sth good abt myself. HEHEHEHEHEHEHHEHEHE.

k. today morning my bro go for NS. yesterday night i was still thinkng abt wad to tell him. i din manage to say anything to him. i din know he was gg in the morning. so i call hm after sch n my dad told me he left. i was so shocked. i know he'll be back soon. got NDP mah. but somehow. there's this funny weird feeling inside me. i just felt like crying everything out. thot abt alot of things in the bus while gg to town with zx n jq. held back my tears. no tears flowed down. YAY! hahaha. rubbed thm off before they even rolled. hahahahaha. i'm smart. ok. anw. i got over it liao. i guess so. since i'm able to bounce back so quickly. hahahahahaha.

now got holland v. go n watch liao. bye bye!