my God, my God, You hold the nations in Your hands
ilovemyJesus!!

time to update!but my mind is kinda blank now.all i really feel like doing now is just to sing God's praises and jump in my room.really,even i'm typing this,i'm singing along with the Youth Alive CD that's playing on my com.

the difference between faith and LAZINESS.when we have faith,we dont just sit back and relax.we gotta take the Step of Faith,yea?when you dont bother to pray or respond to problems,leaving it hanging & say,"oh,i'll trust God and see how it goes",that's faith LAZINESS.faith comes with actions.James 2:17:"In the same way,faith by itself,if it is not accompanied by action,is dead."

i want to rely on the Holy Spirit,but i have to take action too.for my jc admission,i've been lazy-going overboard enjoying myself,not making any effort to be responsible for finding out my new campus,how to get there,when to report,when to register online,how to do my subject registration etc.and i thot i was having faith!but nooo.

my place in JC should have been forfeited because i didnt do my subject registration,nor did i report to the school on the 28th when its compulsory (stated on the letter that my place would be forfeited).but God gave me another chance.by His grace,i managed to register myself into the school even though registration was closed.though my subject combination is not my ideal choice,it could have been worse.thank You God.i'll learn to be content,like Paul in Philippians 4:11.

pls pray tht if its what God wants,i can appeal to go to another class.chances are very slim,in fact,impossible,for me to change class.but my mum's going to see Dr Lily Neo next wednesday and talk about my results and try to get me into a double sci class.right now i'm in the science stream,taking maths,chem,econs and geog.i wanna change that geog to bio.i really really really really..
:D

thanks.have a great Spirit-guided week ahead!

You are the source of life i cant be left behind
ilovemyJesus!!

i cant further emphasize how tired i am supposed to be.but i drew strength from God.since mission trip till YI camp till now, i've been having about 4hrs of sleep a day on the average.i know i would be tired,so i pray for a good's night rest bfore i sleep each day.when i awake in the morning,i pray for energy.and gee,look at me! :D

christmas bash was awesome!and my preparation was tiring.haha.my house was messy for the week bcause i was making gifts!but its clean tdy because its boxing day & i've boxed up all my thrash.literally :D anw,i thot the nash was a success.THANKS TO THOSE INVOLVED IN CHRISTMAS BASH:PASTORS,LEADERS,P.A CREW,SKIT PEOPLE,DANCERS,Z3 & THOSE WHO TURNED UP!:Dcould see tht many people enjoyed the christmas bash.and at the alter call,thr were pretty much people responding.let's pray that they're souls will be preserved!and in fact,since prayer without action is fruitless,let's take the initiative to make the newcomers feel welcomed.amen? of course we would also have to take up the responsibility of following-up with those we brought.yup!:D

i wanna share something about talking to God!heh,did u ever think that we could talk to God about anything?that's what most of us say,but we dont rly do it literally.well,not me at least.i talk to God only about spiritual things.but tdy i realised tht even things like switching on the laptop,we can tell God.heh.i just felt like praying bfore i switch on the laptop.and i went "dear God,i'm going online now.please help me not to be distracted by junk and guide my conversations with people online.i pray that i wun gossip or sin in any other ways."thn i came online.i was initially irritated by some things,but God helped me by sending melissa/mellimoo/sMELly online.and phew,glad she came.so i poured out my troubles to her.and things turned for the good.:D

so from tdy onwards,i wna tell God everything,LITERALLY!even bfore i wear my shoes,swtch on the television,eat my dinner,everything!i wanna talk to God all the time! :D

bigger than the air i breathe,the world we'll leave
ilovemyJesus!!

how to update?the last post was 18th, 6days ago.sooo many things alrdy happened & i'm pretty lazy.heh.as much as i would like to beautify my post with photos,i cant.bcause i havent been slpg well lately and my eyes are superduper microscopic in photos.its U-G-L-Y. :\ well.

street-evangelism;
gee!God was awesome,and still is actually,ytd!though only very few of us were present for street-e ytd, we managed to reach 20odd people!sufan was my partner, and we shared to 10 people in total.of which,3 accepted Christ.but its ok!bcause the rest were interested too,but due to parental objectn,they did not accept Christ.however,i believe the seed is sown & pretty soon we'll be seeing them every sat!amen? :D

melissa lim min li, the hardcore roti-prata auntie;
i dont have to post, photos tell it all! :D















































within the week i also went out with GRACE YEW TEO ZHIXIN and LAI JIAQI! we went to toysRus. LOL! and there was alot of BARBIE, DINOSAURS and TOY CARS! :D i miss! oh, if u happen to be reading this, THE PHOTOS ARE IN MY PHOTO ALBUM! :D

CHRISTMAS BASH IN 5 HRS TIME! CANT WAIT! :D :D :D

let my life count as pure glory for Your name
ilovemyJesus!!

woah! YI camp was such a blast i seriously dont know how to blog about it okay!firstly, let me introduce JACOB's leaders(!):
weijian(tribe leader)
lisa(tribe leader)
wanxin + jeremy (team 1)
lopez + cynthia (team 2)
andy ong + me (team 3)
shuen + sotongbrendan (team 4)
and the team 3 (J3) members(!):
andy ong
grace yeo
alexandra NICOLEtte khoo
siewyu
chowchin
ruxiang
jialin
estee
sylvester
junze
esther chong
yup! thr, my list of new friends! :D
firstly,i wanna say that i've rly gained alot this camp.learnt many lessons about Fighting a Good Fight!but more importantly,i wanna share my encounter with God and our promise.the session on the 3rd night was awesome because God assured me a fufiled wish.that day, even though i lost my voice because of cheering, i shouted out in tongues.thn when i went up to the alter(for non-believers, that's the area in front of the stage where people go to, to show God that they are serious about Him.like a step of faith!)at the alter, i said sth rly dumb like "God i really really really really really really really (to the power of almost infinity) want it!". "it" being salvation lah.i kept repeating the same thing and i felt stressed and desperate.thn a strange but lovely peace came upon me and assured me that it would happen.it seemed to be telling me that "hey, i know u want it.u dun have to beg for it, i'll give it to you, be patient..".AMAZING huh?and with that, i'm going to hold on to this promise, this hope, and fight a good fight, run a good race.i know that what happens in the supernatural realm will be fufiled in the natural realm.praise You, God!

and a few funny things that happened in camp (u can skip this part, really, unless u need serious entertainment)
1) i fell down the very second weijian told me to "be careful!"
2) andy ong likes to eat xiaolongpau
3) sylvester and i kept acting spastic, which was good, because it helped us come out with spastic, YET creative, cheers. :D we even pretending to be drug-addicts and psychopaths.HA!really,should have recorded it in a video or sth
4) chowchin screamed like caleb, the sissy way. :5) i mistook siewxia for siewyu 29438349203492 times! [they are twins, but siewxia has a mole] and i kept asking siewxia to "join the team" when she's not even in my team! HAHA! oh, i sent food to the wrong table and sat at the wrong table a few times too.
6) andy ong wanted to coordinate shirt color everyday.so i had to call him everytime before i bath to ask him what to wear. :7) i shouted "JOSHUA!" because i mistook JACOB for joshua when they were about to announce best tribe award.both "J" mah..
8) syl and i invented a very chinese boyband-ish action.imagine for urself: first u reach ur right hand up high into the air and grap some air, thn bend ur elbow and pull the air down with ur heads gradually looking downwards.and u say "hallelujah..." with a serious and solemn expression.thn u suddenly go crazy and throw ur hand into the air, shouting "JESUS!!" enthusiastically.um, did u get a rough idea of how its like? HAHA!
9) sylvester flashed infront of me twice.once, he "velcro"-ed (dno how to spell) his pants infront of me.second time, he was wearing white converse pants and i told him he shouldnt be wearing that.thn he went like "can see my boxers ah?", pulling up his shorts to reveal the red treasure underneath.the very next moment, he took off the white pants. o.0 okay, the red thing was actually not boxers lah, they were shorts.but its still disgusting since he first told me it was boxers.i've got prove:














that's disgusting sylvester's transparent white shorts on the left, and the "velcro" boardshorts on the right




























pervert in action!




























there you see sylvester being utterly proud of his red boxers-lookalike shorts.
10) lisa went crazy using the tribe identity, which was a yellow cloth tied around the wrist, as a dancing ribbon and did ugly chi dance with it, screaming "i'm not crazy! i'm not crazy!" ok lah.i did it, but she followed after.haha!
11) alex/nicole pretended to be singing with a microphone on stage during high praise
12) i gave my mortal a packet of tissue a day because i didnt know what to give.on the last day, i gave him all my tissue paper packs!
13) weijian kept nodding his kead at everything and cynthia and i followed after.u gotta be there to see it man!
14) JACOB went cukoo chanting "we will win the war" and "we have won the war"
15) ahh.too many too many! lynette is sleepy.goodnight folks! :D

the light inside me, You're the One i want
ilovemyJesus!!

if you have fallen, dont brood about it or stay in it.pick yourself up and go!
i know that God has forgiven me, and i dont have to wry about what other people think.i strayed, but as long as i turn back and repent, i know that God's arms are still open wide.

i guess many of us are stuck in the cycle of "backsliding" because we did wrong things and are afraid of repentance, because of the guilt we feel.but bear in mind that Jesus already died for us, washing away our sin.by condemning yourself, you're belittling Jesus's death and resurrection.its as good as saying "Jesus' blood is not enough to forgive me!" DONT belittle the crucifying of Jesus, DONT!

and if what's in your mind is,
"if i become good now, people will think that i am acting good.or they might think that i strayed to get attention and that i'm attention-seeking."
then, YOU ARE REALLY AN IDIOT.are you going to sacrifice your reconcilation with God just because of what OTHERS are going to think? c'mon, its just not worth it! and besides, arent you going to trust God that He will work out good when you repent? do you lack the faith to do things GOD's way, but to have faith in yourself to do things YOUR way? get this clear: when you do things men's way, you get men's kind of result.but when you do things God's way, you get God's kind of result.if you wanna win, play by God's rules.

personally, i experienced what i written above.yup, i was stuck because i was afraid of what others think.and i felt guilty, and i didnt dare to face God anymore.it was so serious that i didnt even dare to open the Bible, i didnt even dare to pray.and i felt utterly shattered and miserable.when things started to happen at home, i couldnt pray since i was afraid to do so.and we all know, without prayer we are nothing! everything was sooo distressing.i even had to lie that my spiritual life was okay and put up a front.

but on friday night(2nights ago), i finally plucked up the courage and talked to God.i remember the very words i said:
me: God, i really dont know what to say to You, i believe You already know everything right?
God: i cant help you if you dont want to do things my way
me: i'm really scared of the results
God: i still love you.trust me.
and immediately i snapped out of what satan tried to trap me in.why had i been so foolish? have i forgotten that the wisdom of man is foolishness to God? i had been seeking the wrong things, i thought with my own mind and did things with my own strength.and i felt so tired of trying to keep everything from crumbling.

on friday i made the decision to LET GO AND LET GOD.but we all know its not that simple because satan is constantly trying to torment us.in the midst of stabalising my relationship with God, satan kept trying to tempt me to sin by giving me thots and stuff.i struggled since friday until today, when God told me that i didnt have to struggle anymore because i am His child.

praise God for His faithfulness.i owe Him my everything!
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on a lighter note,
1)amanda and bernice got me barbie stuff! a barbie watch, a barbie bowl and a barbie cup!
2)i was chased by a random monkey because silvestre made it run after me for a good distance of probably 200m?
3)i bought amanda a SPORTY watch.HA!
4)samuel (fish!) wore my barbie watch throughout cell ytd

that's all folks, sry for the super long entry :\

Your love is irresistable, Your grace is ever flowing
ilovemyJesus!!

ahhhh! hotmail is stupid okay.i was typing an email to fanghui to tell her about my mission trip.by the time i was at the 2nd last paragraph (trust me i typed a looong chunk), it all disappeared! D:

anw, i'm going to summarise my trip in thailand here.PLEASE READ ON BECAUSE IT IS REALLY INTERESTING AND IT WONT TAKE LONG!
i'm going to make this applicable to both christians and non-christians.so its going to be mainly about healing miracles:
1) an old lady who had poor vision came out to be prayed for, and after we did, her vision was restored!
2) we prayed for a little girl who was weak and couldnt walk.when she came up, caleb saw her face being literally black and having really dark eye-rings around her eyes.but after prayer when caleb looked at her again, she was smiling and her face lit up and her face was no longer black.the eye-rings were gone too.and best of all, she could then walk and run! she ran to wee (thai church member) and hugged her.
3) a man who was paralysed in the left arm became completely mobile in that arm after a few prayers.
4) a severely hunched old lady (permanantly doing sit and reach kind of severe) could stand at not just 180degrees, but in fact 200degrees. after prayer.
5) a woman with painful and weak knees was completely healed when we prayed for her
there are still other miracles definitely, but i'm not here to count them because my point is just to tell you that GOD IS REAL.

in fact, above all else, the greatest miracle of all is the miracle of salvation.because healing is only temporary in the world, but salvation is eternal! its living forever in heaven.our souls are eternal while the bodies are temporary.when we die, our souls either go to heaven or hell.it really makes me glad to see that so many thais and hmongs are going to heaven eternally.this is a truest and best miracle.what's the point of being healed on earth but having to go to hell to suffer eternally? praise God for the gift of eternal life!

*yawns* i'm really tired.goodnight and if you've not received Christ into your life yet, think about it.YOU NEED GOD. :D

praise You all the earth and heavens above
ilovemyJesus!!

God is rly grt.though i was sooo last min in makg my decision to go for prom, yet He provided me with the things i needed.i got dress,shoes etc all rdy even though i only comfirmed my decision tdy, the day before prom.

i'm pretty excited actually.heh.i'll show u the dress,shoes and earrings now because u'll NOTNOTNOT have a chance to see me in them at all unless u'll be at swissotel tmr.well.. :D
its good enough imagining!















the color looks strange here.it actually brown.
















pretty shoes! my mum's fav!
















okay.i dont wear dangling earrings but momma bought them.well.. :\

Your love that saved my soul and made me whole
ilovemyJesus!!

dont you YI mission trippers think ZIBING did a great job sharing today? if you do so, shout AMEN! :D i thought it was great! well done, zibing. we know its not easy and we appreciate it!

rachel(disciple) is going to china to visit her dad who works there.let's pray for God to be with her and that she'll remain prayerful in china. :D i'll miss her, rly.though she's quiet,i do love and care for her.i hope she'll be fine.but thn agn, do i have to hope?i know she'll be fine cuz the Lord is with her!

khonkean3 is bonding rly well and i'm glad!yiting is sick and i know tht she'll get well soon.mission trip is in only a few days time.i'm very excited to see souls coming to know God."something in my heart is burning like a fire".yup! tht's exactly how i feel.i tasted God's goodness and i want to bring others to it!in fact,i must emphasize on this: mission trip does NOT happen only in thailand, but even in singapore.where thr is ppl, thr is harvest!amen?

and here is 7/13 of the team:














[L-R] HolySpirit munchung(babanas/mc) serena karyn ME melissa(sMELly/mellimoo) caleb(death boi) brandon(wackwam) HolySpirit
well, HolySpirit is everywhere, isnt He? [;

forever i will give my life and offering, i surrender all
ilovemyJesus!!

some songs sung by youthalive i feel kinda uncomfortable with.its like heavy metal and thr's screaming in the backgrd.well..

tdy's mission mtg was grt!met most of the team members.only xiangxiang wasnt here.but i alrdy knw who she is frm last yr's mission trip.kongsheng is super funny!its like,he got a rly blur and sleepy look.and the way he does things is so comical!i couldnt stop laughing watching him do skits!he's like the winston of last yr's team!i cant further emphasize bcus u have to meet him to rly knw how hilarious this guy is.and thn there's brandon,caleb,jack,manchun. all of thm,including kongsheng are 16 excpt jack,who is 15.mm.things are going well,we're bonding better.i hope we can all be rly open to each other bfore we leave for KHON KAEN!that's in Isaan,northeast of thailand.yup! :D

meanwhile, here are some pics i took during dinner:














introducing, huat the ostrich who is utterly self-obsessed

huat again.look like ostrich/lion/elmo hor?

mellimoo and zibing! my dearestest pretty pretty shepherds!

serena, me and karyn.its a candid shot so we all look kinda funny.heh.

nothing in this world, that can change the love of You, my Jesus
ilovemyJesus!!

its very interesting, God speaks to you through YOU!

mission trip mtg tdy was great, though i heard ps daniel's sermon bfore.well, the more u hear the more grounded u get, right? :D anyhow, met 3 other teammates, jessy, kelly, yiting.found out also that yanting has been reshuffled to another team.mm.i'll be seeing the whole team on mon.alright, i was saying, kelly stays near me.so after mtg, i sent her home (well, almost anyway).& u knw how tough it is to take a looong bus ride with someone u knw for barely 2hrs.i kept thnkg of things to talk abt, thn i decided to share on the one common thing we have tht i was sure of.somewhr along the line, anw.talked abt my past, how i used to be a rly horrid person,& how the understandg of Christ's love changed me.

and through tht, my spirit bcame awaken! not tht it wasnt, but, it felt like anthr breakthrough.i must admit i've been so focused on ministryministryministry tht i seldom stop to admire God's wonders.i want to always look back, reflect and recognise His works.i want to praise Him for all He has done, all His is doing, and all He is going to do!

amen?


i hope you receive the Christ light too! :D

give it all, give it all, give it all to Jesus
ilovemyJesus!!

its a spiritual attack!mr S.A Tan is at work again.every year during this season,he works O.T to prevent the ruins of his unworthy plan.
despicable!sadistic!he derives joy and pleasure from the pain we feel.
i pray that i do not fall into his trap.i must be grounded in God's Word.many times i have felt depressed and,honestly,i allowed it.we are all able to control our feelings.if we couldnt,would we ever be happy again after being sad?we can let go, move on & feel joy because we chose to.my point is, we can control our emotions!dun be fooled by satan who tells you that you cant.he tempts you to be depressed by causing ur situations to be distressing,but you dun have to let him decide how you will react and feel.stay joyful,because it annoys satan most.really! :D

i come against all satan's plan to foil this mission trip,in JESUS' GREAT & ALMIGHTY NAME.

on a lighter note,i have met 4 of my mission team members,of which,2 are my very own cellmates.the rest didnt attend tdy's meeting.more thn 50% of the grp are 16 yr-olds,taking olvls.& i contribute to the popular population.HEH =\ oh!yanting is rly nice.youth leader of brighton youth,and tcher at st nicholas girls'!i can foresee a gd learning experience :D

be still, always know He is God

if praise is like perfume, i'll lavish mine on You, till every drop is gone
ilovemyJesus!!

God is good, but i must admit i am still a sinful human with emotions.
i hope i dont let emotions get over me, so as to give way to God's voice, so it may surface.i dont say that because it is the natural so-called 'christian-thing-to-do', but even as a non-christian, nobody likes to bear anger right? i pray God takes away this anger i am feeling.i wanna take the step to smile and bear with ________ in love, not rebutting _______ because God is the judge above all.
God help me, i know You will.

i was about to post an pretty humorous post about my mum's visit to the hairdresser, but after what happened, i'm not in the mood to.even if i do, it wont be funny anymore.amazing what satan can do huh?

and now i'm feeling more frustruated than ever, knowing that satan has a hold over my temper.i'm angry that time and time again, i know the things i shouldnt be doing yet still do.like paul in romans 7:
[15]i do not understand what i do.for what i want to do i do not do, but what i hate to do.[16]and if i do what i do not want to do, i agree that the law is good.[17]as it is, it is no longer i myself who do it, but it is sin living in me.[18]i know that nothing good lives in me, that is, in my sinful nature(flesh).for i have the desire to do what is good, but i cannot carry it out.[19]for what i do is not the good i want; no, the evil i do not want to do- this i keep on doing.[20]now if i do what i do not want to do, it is no longer i who do it, but it is sin living in me that does it.[21]so i find this law at work:when i want to do good, evil is right there with me.
its very annoying.i always expect people to tell me sorry, because i do apologise most of the time(well i do make efforts).but its very natural that you do not expect of others things just because u expect it of yourself.its legalism.
i'm very troubled now and i really hope to be talking to somebody nice, crying to somebody who understands.
and my comfort, my hope, my peace lies in my Saviour, Jesus.

disclaimer: i'm not a depression-case, please, :D

lastly, social studies was not good.i wish to post about it, but not now.probably another day if i rmb.its not like its tragic or anything, but i just feel its a pity that i cant do any of the essay qns at all.well, its all under control, i trust.my hope is in The Reliable.

is there a way to show the passion in my hear?
can i express how truly great i think You are?
my dearest friend.

His love is warmer than the warmest sunshine, softer than a sigh
ilovemyJesus!!

the pole for hanging clothes dropped onto the microwave oven when i was holding it..
BANGG!!!!
me: jie! check if the microwave is okay!
jie: ok!
jie: (shouting in direction of microwave) MICROWAVE!! ARE YOU OK?!?!
*silence for 2 seconds*
us + mum: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA :D :D :D

alot of funny things happen at home.and recently, jiejie and i keep talking.i mean, like conversing with one another.which is good, because communication is always good.uh-huh.. :D

mummy came up to me because i complained to her i lost $20 in my pile of textbooks (yes, i was mugging) 2 days ago.apparantly, she just found it in my wallet.which means, i probably kept the money alrdy but forgot to record it in my mind.HMMM.signs of dementia, not gooT.

for a perfect ending to this post, i'll show you what i look like when i _______.(the blank is rly just a blank la, no hidden msg)





















pretty hor? *cackles* i think its very nice, very candid!not like when we purposely smile to look nice in front of cameras.heh! my current fav pic, SO CANDID, I LIKE! :D

i believed Christ deserves all the praise for 16yrs, 1mth, 26days, 18hrs, 19mins and 48secs and will still continue to believe.amen? :D

Lord of the dance, You're worth dancing for
ilovemyJesus!!

ahh!i have sooo much to blog i dno whr to begin frm.and the conflict is, i wanna keep my entry short and sweet!GEE.mm.drey, grace and i went to grace's house tdy.we made..koniyaku jelly!yums.really good, with the entire can of fruit cocktail.GEE.they had papayas!but it wasnt too bad :D
oh, tdy's bible study was another awesome one! a pity its the last, because we're done with the entire new testament, including revelation! -beams- we'll resume 2 weeks ltr with Jer- UH.I FORGOT IS WHICH ONE! Jer/shiuh/yao/ming.HEH. =\ cant wait! really excited! :D :D :D

recently i've been thinking alot about my behaviour, actions etc.i want to grow up, mature, be less noisy, be less "joke-y", be softer and slower in speech(literally.people say i speak like an indian/machine gun/bullet train).amanda says its called maturing.she thinks its just 'wanting to be someone ure not' because of a 'lack of self-love'.i think its weird, because she seems to have a point.yet i know i love myself.i face the same cycle everytime i am with people.its like, i forget to control my actions, forget to tone down and become the natural LOUD me.and thn after i leave them and am on my own, i think and think.sometimes, i even get frustruated tht i forgot to behave.WHY? i do pray, but i havent gotten any signals yet.but i'll PUSH.PushUntilSomethingHappens.
and in the meantime, if i did in any way offend or irritate anyone with my (hmm) childishness (?), pardon me.i'm in the making. :D
God bless you!

and on a lighter note.not very light but.oh well! i cant believe i actually forgot to wish deniece and limin happy bday because of... NEOPETS! on friday night i stayed up, intending to wish deniece happy bday at 12am.however, before 12am, i felt bored and went online to play neopets.and thn i totally forgot until today.and i intended to stay up for limin too, but i came online to play..uh.well.u knw, neopets.and i got carried away.but lucky deniece reminded me.
so here goes:
HAPPY BDAY DENIECE + LIMIN!! :D

uh.i have more to say.but i dont like long entries.so, TA!

when all i will do is forever, forever worship You
ilovemyJesus!!

warning to readers: this is a loong, draggy, pointless post.but i guess its good entertainment? -ponders-

guess what? i'm not typing 2 posts in a day, because its the NEXT day alrdy! -beams- okay, what kinda crap am i talking now?

i'm feeling super hyper.for what reason,i really dun knw.the net is not vry interesting (excpt neopets!) and thr's only 2 inactive ppl online now.
besides, this is really surprising for someone like me, who sleeps at about 8pm everyday.oh dear me, this tells me my body clock is spoilt.and THAT is the last thing i want.its now 4:30am!!

I FORGOT TO SEND MY GAME SCORE TO GET MY NEOPOINTS!i spent 20 mins on tht game alright.it was my highest score and i forgot to send it.
what to do, praise the Lord lor!! :D

i'm plain bored.if only i could see the Holy Spirit, thn we can play scissors-paper-stone.HMMM.nvm, i'll just ask Him what He's going to show.well.. =/

let me entertain you (or myself,really) with some nonsence.
meet fungusFANG, my kougra(actually, its a tiger la!the ppl at neopets dunno what they're talking about.they nvr seen a tiger i think..)
little fungus (for short) is 3hours old only.
he stands at 71cm and weighs 12lps (pounds?)
health: 15/15
mood: happy (very very very happy)
hunger: very full (ahh, see how good i am?)
strength: quite strong (its a 3hrs cub alright!!)
let's not talk about the rest which are lies..
fungusFANG is the best.fullstop.

p.s: named after lovely yifang who reignited my neopets craze! :D

ohyes.i must tell u, the smoothie shop owner is a cheat.i paid 1000++np for a kiwi smoothie.HMM.and now when i look at it, its est value says 319np.CHEAT. -sulks-

may i also introduce the Mossy Rock i got free from the Money Tree?
tadahhh!!















yes, this is ALL my possession.pathetic huh? its ok.i have GOD :D


ahhhh.this is getting boring.let's look at something more interesting xD














here are three girls who think they are mother hens in the hen-hut (?) uh, whatever you call that.
actually, its the bottom cupboard in the AVT which I opened on the last day of sch(literally) and discovered that it could fit 3 people, just like the mother hens in their hen-hut!! cool huh?=/

ohyes, if u ever see a pic of me, chihui and a hamster in my hand, be very angry with the hamster.because it shitted/shat (?) on my hand right after we took the pic.so, be VERY angry.
no, i'm just kidding.i mean, it did shit.but u dun have to be angry.

aiyah! i am very irritated now, because stupid daddy come into the room and on the light.doesnt he know that korkor will wake up? now i have to get up of the comfortably-warm seat to off the light.oh, if u didnt knw, my bro is sleeping right next to me now.because the stupid laptop is in his room.stupid hor?

mm.maybe i should tell u about my korkor(brother, DOH!) he took a pic of his nacked chest (he claims its sexy/macho) in my handphone and used it for his photo caller id.he wants me to keep it that way.i find that very disgusting, but i must respect him.okay, maybe if i look at it from another perspective, its quite funny.imagine mellimoo looking through my pictures one day..HAHAHAHAHA.yes, i think its quite funny :D
and then korkor is kinda like a soreloser (?). before i continue, let's bow our heads and pray that he doesnt read my blog. UH.JUST KIDDING OKAY. but i guess, nobody really likes to lose huh? we were playing Hotel (all-time fav!) just now and my sis and i were winning obviously.and he wanted to stop the game.when we cont, he shook the board.reminded me of a spoilt little kid.so jiejie(sister, DOH!) and i restarted and play ourselves.after a while, korkor apologized for behaving like a soreloser.AMEN AMEN AMEN! :D

ahhh.why is tdy thursday only? and why was a few hours ago wednesday? when is it saturday? when is it sunday?
God says: "Patience..."

maybe now i'll show you the girl who bears my nonsence all the time in sch.
wait, she doesnt do that.i bear her nonsence.but i still love her lah. :D
see that, yukee?
oh yes, and her name if foo yukefong.
sherilyn trying to get in the pic Part I:














sherilyn trying to get in the pic Part II:














okay, sherilyn is successful.3/4 of her face is inside. :D well done!

ahahahaha! i just saw a very funny pic of gwen in my picture file.but we should always leave good things for the end, so i'll post it one sec before Jesus comes!! okay?
i'm laughing really hard, gwen! i think tht's ure most unglam pic!
ohohoh! u knw wht's the funniest thing? THERE ARE 2 UNGLAM PICS OF GWEN!:D

ha! this one's a classic:



















now u know what i mean when i say sherilyn is cute/small/doll-like? ;D
(btw, no one does the twist anymore, doh! we were just trying to look spastic.)

ahh.maybe this post is getting too long because blogger seems to be lagging.i have to wait 1sec before the letters i type appear, when the usual is 0.0001 sec.tht's a big diff alright. x(

in Jesus' name, we say, AMEN!

His love, His love, splendor over me
ilovemyJesus!!

praise You, God!
thank God for the spirit of kindness in me.

i pray that all you reading this will be blessed and experience God's mightt power throughout the week.i pray that Holy Spirit welcomes you to each morning, and guide you each day. i pray that He leads you in front of you, supports you behind you, holds ur hand beside you, dwells around you, and most of all, speak to you inside you. amen? amen.

GOD BLESS AND HAVE A GREAT WEEK (WHATEVER IS LEFT OF IT ANYWAY) AHEAD! :D

by the way, my chem:
25.3
S: Al3+
U: Fe2+

and i think neopets is really fun.yifang/yifang's sis got me hooked up to it again.haha. =
BERNICE: i really dont knw what's happening in your life but i'll keep you in prayer. ring me up when you feel its pressing and need to talk. yea? and if your free, read romans 12. God's word is far more important and real than what i say. God bless you. [=

would you believe me if i said, we are the ones who can change the world today?
ilovemyJesus!!

I THINK I'M A WEIRD WEIRD WEIRD WEIRD GIRL.
but God still loves me.
and that is all for today.
come again tomorrow, right here on kkidddd'sss central!
=-cries-

i'm living for You, and the world will know You're true
ilovemyJesus!!

pastor is right.when u are kind, ppl dont appreciate it.and devil uses such chances to attack u, make u angry, prevent u from sharing.at times like these, we really need the Holy Spirit to lead us and guide us.GEE!i cant believe i gave in to frustrations!and lost the chance to share just like THAT.i should be kind, kind and even kinder.

that aside, i enjoyed ytd's sermon on KINDNESS and tdy's bible study.in fact, i'm looking forward to next week.bible study's going to be really exciting.hope more people from cell can attend. ARMAGEDDON!

towning with mellimoo dreey and grace!dreey couldnt stop blowing windmill i made for her!haha.saw a couple of nice books at LIFE bookstore.mm.for someone like me who has nvr read anything [except the Bible, 'Cinderalla', 'Thumbelina(?)' and 'Does my Bum look Big in this?'], books tht interest me must be REALLY good.uh-huh.

i wanna be a martyr for CHRIST!! :D

talked to amanda (again) for hours ytd night.GEE!i rly thank God for her in my life, such a sweet friend/sister.though she's not the affectionate kind and rather frank and down-to-earth, she can be a source of grt comfort at times.she doesnt exactly have the 'soft-ness' but she's a grt confidant! :D

mm.just chatted with zhixin too.short conversation but pretty fun.LOL.i miss our good old times. [=

so i'm holding on cuz i know that i need You

i love You, i want You, i need You more than ever
ilovemyJesus!!

silvestre's blog
haha.i think silvestre wrote an awesome story about the end times in his blog.its purely fictional yet its seems so real and applicable.i think all you out there should read it, even if ure a non-christian or what.i truly think its a great story, even just for reading leisure.

i'm kinda upset now.because i made 2 pretty paper windmills for audrey and melissa.and because i was late for church, i ran and ran, frm my hse to the bus stop, and after i got off, frm the bus stop to church.and as all u smart people know, paper tears.uh-huh?so yup.its crumpled and torn. X( i threw it away.will make another one for them tmr and give to thm during bible study.

that aside, i just want to say how much i appreciate the people arnd me.at home, in church, in sch and anywhere else.even the kind bus driver on bus 75.really.i thank God. [=

alright.i'll keep this short cuz i'm kinda busy.tiamor!<3

salvation is here, cause You are alive and You live in me
ilovemyJesus!!

olvl bio prac: carrot and onion =
word;
why should i lack faith to fufil my calling, knowing that God has allotted to me a measure of faith?

GOD!HELP ME!
i know You have provided enough, everything i need to fufil my calling and share my faith, to fufil the great commission.i want to go out there and make disciples of all nations.not just thailand, but even in singapore.i know You have chosen me to bear fruits that will last.

use me God.use me God, i want to see change lifestyles of the people around me.i want to bring people to You.i want to be Your vessel.God, bring me to the people You want.bring me to them.
hear my cry God, dont pass me by.teach me, Holy Spirit, guide me.Father grant me Your wisdom and courage.

i'm sick and tired of not sharing my faith
i'm sick and tired of not doing what God wants me to do
i'm sick and tired of being hindered by myself
i'm sick and tired of the situation
i'm sick and tired of religons
i'm sick and tired of the staleness in cell
i'm sick and tired of new age
i'm sick and tired of being empowered on saturdays but losing it on weekdays
i'm sick and tired of fear of rejection
i'm sick and tired of sitting in Your lap
i'm sick and tired of inviting Holy Spirit each morning to guide me to share the gospel, but not doing it
i'm sick and tired of my lack of faith, that i finally admit
i'm sick and tired of people's ignorance of You, whom they belong to
i'm sick and tired to lost souls
i'm sick and tired of being lazy
i'm sick and tired to humanly knowledge's apparant superiority
i'm sick and tired of running away from my responsibility
there must be much much much more than this
God i'm sick and tired
i know You are faithful, help me God
what happened to my world, my responsibilities?

God i'm sick and tired.i want change.

that i am known by You compels my heart to sing, i live to know You more
ilovemyJesus!!

2 days of running and a painful right feet!

i ran alot ytd and tdy.ytd, i ran to sch frm redhill mrt because i was late and the bus just wasnt moving.got there all sweaty and smelling bad.lucky for me i brought my gatsby deodarant!after our lessons, we went to sajc open house.and thn i left at 1.40pm when according to rose, i could leave at 2pm since it was only a 25min bus ride.i had intended to leave at 1.45pm, but when rachel called at 1.40pm, i just felt that i should leave.though she didnt say it, i knew she must have been alone at church thn because she thought there was discipleship.so i left hastily and awkwardly.when i was at the sch gate, i saw bus 61 approaching.and the busstop was in the opposite direction.thr wasnt a zebra crossing or anything, just an overhead bridge.so i ran as fast as i could, tempted to just give up and wait for the next bus, within that mere 1minute.but i felt responsible to get to church as soon as possible.and thank God there was a bus infront of 61 which alot of people were boarding, so 61 sat there happily, waiting for me.amen!and i was sure glad i caught the bus because the traffic was..._________! the bus ride because 40mins long! jams here and there and here and there.and the 61 bus driver drove really slowly.in fact, i had in mind to write a complain letter about him since he was so unserious and undedicated.during the jams, he took of his shoes and put his feet on the driving wheel, lying comfortably back on his chair.gross isnt it?got off at the shell busstop and thank God again that bus 75 was right behind, so i boarded it and got of one-stop later, in front of beauty world.and from thr, the next running journey began again.ran to beautyworld, took the escalator to fourth floor, ran to the overhead bridge, ran accross the overhead bride, ran two steps at a time down the stairs and sprinted all the way to church.when i was running up the escalator, i wanted to stop and just let the escalator carry me.but i received a call frm my cousin who said she was coming.so i ran and ran and ran.phew! i reached there right on time.glad that zibing was there to talk to my cousin while she waited tht few seconds for me.everything just fell into place, and i kept running.haha.oh well.stank again, but like i mentioned, thank God again for my deoderant! :D

today i ran to catch the bus to church for bible study because i saw it while i was on top of the overhead bridge.it was about 100 metres away from the bus stop thn(stopping at a traffice light), and i was some 80metres away! so i ran like a mad dog again and when i was about 40 metres away frm the bus stop, the bus started moving.as i was 10 metres away, the bus door closed and the bus moved.and i went "noooooo!".and thank God yet again, the bus driver saw the messy-haird girl wearing a black tshirt saying "called to be a world changer" and orange shorts! he stopped and i sprinted as fast as i could.when i got up the bus, i gathered the last bit of my energy to groan a hollow "thank you".oh well.

and after bible study,i ran in the rain to catch my bus.haha.it was kinda hilarious cause i was sharing grace's umbrella with her and because i suddenly started running, she ran with me, trying to shelter me.and i was like "u dun have to cover me...!"thn she stopped running.i guess she didnt know what else to do then anyway.LOL.its a natural reaction.i caught the bus, proud that i didnt fall down, given the fact i was wearing slippers on a rainy day. :D and i shiverred like crazy after tht on the bus.brrrr =
and thn because it was raining, my right foot hurt alot.ever since i thriple-sprain it in a week (tht was during canoeing nationals), it started to hurt everytime i'm feeling cold and when its raining.gee!am i growing old or what?

yesterday's cell was great! thanks to grace for the awesome icebreaker, mel for the great worship and zibing for the meaningful sharing.and to everyone else who made the effort to be present. :D

oh.yifang is leaving for thailand tmr! BYE BYE YIFANG! will miss you for the 6 days ur gone! D: but she'll be back anyway. :D God bless and protect you, sweet fungus, while ure in thailand! <3

this entry is really long alrdy so i shall end here even though i have much much more to blog about.oh well. [=

the whole world overflowing with Your power and Your glory, there is no one like You God
ilovemyJesus!!

today has been another great day.
so that makes is 2 wonderful days consecutively.

sec 4 farewell assembly;
thr was a flood of emotions running through my heart and mind.i'll really miss the sch building, uniform, teachers and of course FRIENDS! though i'll really really really miss the uniform alot since its so unique! =mm.i dont feel comfortable blogging abt my feelings here.well.. [=
so i'm officially an ex-crescentian.

swimming;
setting: south haven II swimming pool, 5pm-7pm (?)
characters: karyn, grace, mellimoo, dreey and myself
conflict: raining
climax: stopped raining, went swimming
resolution: had a fun time, not really swimming, but playing monkey with karyn's enormous silver ball.well, i unwind[ed?] alot ytd and tdy.feel much better compared to the previous days of the week.

i'm really tired now.i fell aslp on the train on my way home.i thought it was pretty hilarious:
me: zzzzzz
Holy Spirit: WAKE UP OR U'LL MISS UR STOP
*in the background,which i was previously deaf to because i was sleeping like a log, suddenly goes "Tiong Bahru.."*
me:(jolting up suddenly and awkwardly)THANKIUT! [sporean way of saying 'thank you']
people around stare. =it was pretty embarrassing.well..

alright.so i have enough money to pay for mission trip for this week.great!

i pray Lord take me, i pray Lord make me all i've failed to me
ilovemyJesus!!

i just came to count my uncountable blessings:
1) encouragement from lovely cell group!
2) money to pay for mission trip
3) chocolate-coated marshmallow from sweet chihui!
4) discipline to do work and wisdom to do it
5) inspiring CDs form Regina Ruiz! because korkor met her in person at rasa sentosa hotel, where korkor works
6) control over my diet (as in, not over-eating)
7) shopping/bonding trip with special bernice!
8) Holy Spirit's guidiance over me
9) new toothbrush (?!)
10) i cant just limit God's blessings to 10!

i shall post a picture of the lovely chocolate-coated marshmallow *yum!* from marks & spencer chihui gave me another day because i'm kinda lazy to upload pictures now.and also the picture bernice took of me tdy.i looked awfully funny!

i rly appreciate the people, and the things they do, around me.and i rly want to bless them with as much joy as possible.today, i went out with special bernice.was early so bought her a chocolate eclair.if that's a way to bless and bring joy to someone, why not? :D

today's date with adorable bernice was indeed fun and enjoyable.thank God for my little darling.walked around and laughed alot, thn settled at gelare to have a good chat.well..consumed sinful honeywaffle with banana and chocolate dough ice-cream and strawberry ice-cream milkshake.but well, if its bernice, its worth the extra fat! :D chatted alot.i felt exceptionally happy because we havent talked like that tgt for a long long time and it was just so.. i dont evn knw how to describe! just know that i had a greatgreatGREAT time with my date tdy. <3>

great is Your love and justice,God,You use the weak to lead the strong
ilovemyJesus!!

with You, i will not be defeated.

indeed, God's grace is enough.i'm thankful for the people He's put around me to encourage me when i'm down.in fact, who else can be a better encourager than Jesus Himself? amen that God is always there for me.i'm most thankful for Him.

today, God sent me 3 angels along with His Holy Spirit. they are mellimoo/melissa, amanda choo and bernice chia! because i have alrdy posted a pic of mel, i shall post bernice's and amanda's. thank God for you guys in my life! <3

there's my MAN! duh! [amanda = a man, duh!]

my favourite bernice, ultra sweet, ultra special.

God of life and Lord of love, who was and is and is to come, hallelujah, Your love goes on forever
ilovemyJesus!!

alright.that was cool, blogging with my handphone.so now i can blog anywhere anytime.way cool!but thr's a problem, i think i might have to pay for it.well..

word;
i did not choose Jesus but Jesus chose me to go and bear fruit- fruit that will last.then The Father will give me whatever i ask in His name -john 15:16
amen! my life is Yours, Daddie.

to people who love me:
i need encouragement
wanping said that we shouldnt expect people to encourage us when we need encouragement and dont say it.so, yes.dont feel comfortable sharing the issue here but rest assured i'll sort things out in time to come.it's been pretty stiffling..
friday is what i really need. [=

i want the spirit of JOY in me

warning to mr S.A.Tan [satan la!]
i know u want me dead, u filthy thing!but i'm going to live joyfully.i'm not going to buy your lies anymore.so bug off because if u dont do so fast, u're just going agonize urself seeing ur plan COMPLETELY RUINED.i chose to be joyful.
L-O-S-E-R!
(has been and will still be)

in the meantime,

dreey <3>

my lovely one :D

thank You Jesus

way cool! i'm actually blogging with my handphone instead of laptop! ok.i must be really dumb not t notice i can do this bfore. HAH! really awesome [=

more than anything my soul desires
ilovemyJesus!!

hahaha! this is solid stuff!
please check out the video at:
http://www.friendster.com/user.php?uid=3390922
or click here
credits to BERNICE CHIA who introduced me this crap!
LOL.i'm still laughing!

apologies to mr ferric for publishing ur friendster profile.
well..

a random event;
i was eating nasi lemak when i found a metal wire/needle/hook with a really sharp end in the fish.and i would have swallowed it if God did not give us teeth. AMEN for teeth. but anyway, this was how limin and i exchanged smses (not exact same words because i dlted the smses alrdy) :
me: AHHH! YUCK! there's a needle/hook in my fish! ohmygosh! i'm going to die!
limin: relax relax.take the thing out first okay? do u love it alot? i can buy u another on if it really dies
me: huh? its from my nasi lemak. its not a pet. its grilled. =me: and btw, yes, i do love to eat fish! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
and the rest is not necessay.just know that i couldnt stop laughing for a very long time.HAHAHAHAHAHA.limin's really funny. :D

LAUGH;
words condemned by bernice chia and i:
PLUCK, ARMPIT, BORON, PUT
from now on, PLUCK, ARMPIT, BORON, PUT
they are stupid words.
they look stupid.
they sound stupid.
bernice is cool
bernice is cool
bernice is cool
we have a Saviour who lives in us
He is the best thing that every happened to us
amen! :D

my sin was nailed to the cross and i bear it no more, praise the Lord, it is well
ilovemyJesus!!

amen, praise the Lord!
this week, not everything has been smooth, yet i stayed joyful.
yes i admit i got irate at times.
but Holy Spirit helped me snap out of it fast.
awesome huh?
:D

i would like to say how exuberant chihui and rose has made me today!
haha.well, i took bus from the busstop across theirs today.thn they kept waving to me.and i didnt want to keep waving back cuz it was embarrassing since i was the only crescentian amongst all the queenstown-ians.well, this is how our smses exchanged:
me: eh.dun wave le.very ebarrassing for me.
(both cont waving, this is more excitedly, me trying to hold my laughter to myself, thn looked away)
chihui: wave back!
thn i called rose...
rose: hello?
me: dun wave la! i look stupid and retarded ok! u have each other and i'm like alone? very embarrasssing u know?!
chihui(in the backgrd):LYNETTE STOP LAUGHING TO URSELF.U LOOK LIKE A MAD WOMAN FORM HERE! HAHAHAHAHA...
me: dun wave back ah! byebye!
rose: byebye!
(not long after, they start waving again.this time, furiously blowing kisses.me burst out into small cackles while people around me started at me like i was an aliean.chihui smses...)
chihui:why are you avoiding our kisses? return the kiss!
me: can u stop it? i'm rly embarrassed la. =(the continue, this time exaggerating their actions.bursts out laughing.tries to cover mouth with pullover.no one thought they were mad, they thought i was on the contrary)
me: ooi! u watch out ah..
chihui: we're going to do the mr bean dance for u!
(both dances like mr bean, hands togetherin front of stomach, moving butt forward back left right akwardly.me, laughing out really loudly and walking away from the busstop, hunchedback frm the severe laughing)
embarrassing huh?
thn sheirly comes walking over to the busstop.by thn, i had walked back to the bus stop alrdy.
sheirly: u siao ah?! why u laugh to urself?
me: (laughing) nonono! u look! *points to the other side of the road*
in the mean time, bus 51 comes.
me: (shouting across the road) SHEIRLY THINKS I'M CRAZY BECAUSE I LAUGH TO MYSELF! AND AND..BYEBYE!
it was hilarious i tell you! haha. picture it!
and i couldnt stop laughing on the bus.even after i got of, i was semi-laughing.and a qnstwn girl which was at the busstop threw me a strange look.
oh well.
but it was hilarious.in fact, tht's an understatement.
*laughs and rolls on the floor for 20 hours*
*stands up to continue bloggins*

rright.that aside, warning of the day.
dont climb up ladders if u dont wear shorts under ur skirt, not even when u are in a girls' sch! HA! i'm not allowed to say who though. =p

sch was cool tdy.english enrichment course was great! the speaker, mr barton, was extremely humourous! haha. in my memory, this is the first enrichment course i actually enjoyed. i hope i get to be in his course again in future. anw, part of the course was for us to stand up, holding a pen high up towards the ceiling.we were supposed to look at the tip of the pen and turn rounds.thn we would write 2 lines of thoughts/feelings.so i wrote:
1. I felt embarrassed as I thought I looked ridiculous.
2. I wondered if I would get caught for not tucking in my shirt.
extremely FORTUNATELY, mr barton PICKED MY PAPER TO READ TO THE SCHOOL.oh, if u didnt sense the sacarsm, ur a C6 EL student (to quote mr barton).to sidetrack a little, i would like to include my analysis of why he picked mine.its probably becuase... I WAS WEARING MY BANANA YELLOW NEW SHIRT AND WAS THE MOST OUTSTANDING SEC 4 IN THE HALL, GLOWWING IN FRESH, BRIGHT YELLOW.oh well.=\ so anw, he praised me for being able to spell 'embarrassed'!LOL.and thn when he read line 2, he paused for a moment.thn he read it out in one breathe, in a appropriately funny tone.haha.and the whole hall laughed.at that moment, i felt the blood capillaries near the surface of my cheeks dilating.yes, for non-bio students, it just means i was blushing out of embarrassment.and to add on to that, a few other kay-poh students turned their heads in my direction, trying to find out who the writer of that brilliant line was.

oh dear me.
but it was hilarious anyway.hahaha.
tdy's an embarrassing day.

OH OH! today is friday! that would mean, TOMORROW IS LOVELY SATURDAY!
lovelylovely. :D

in the all the world, You would be heard
ilovemyJesus!!

its been a blessing;
everyone everything
thank Your Jesus, forever!

so cherlynn, chihui, gwen and sherilyn sees me as an aspiring policewoman.and chihui also mentioned picturing me as some speaker of (goes to yahoo.com to search the name of the organisation because lynette has forgotten) UGH.i searched through 10 pages but i'm not rly certain which female organisation it was which chihui said i would belong to (proceeds to sms cherlynn to ask).will tell u which organisation it is when cherlynn replys, hopefully soon =i'm acting like a pro policewoman alrdy.haha!

its quite hilarious the things i/we do in school.its like this in a girls school.our insanity detectors dont rly function.heh.i wish i could bring out the humour in school on my blog.but easier said thn done.for instance, you can play mahjong for 2 hours.but if u were to write about the game in detail, every word and every movement, it would take 2 months? and if u were to try to understand it, it would take 2 yrs.well..
tht's why i wish to have a built-in video camera in myself.i want to capture every moment of my life and play it to others.a blog is not enough.
well thn, my dear readers, SHARE MY JOY. :D as much as you can

OHH! cherlynn replied.its UNIFEM. United Nations Development Fund for Women.uh, i dont understand why the initials make up UNIFEM but oh well.its no wonder since its a WOMEN's organisation.get the joke? =\ by the way, i'm not a femanist! haha!

mm.its been a rly fun week in school.
thank You, Jesus!

and here, i wanna tell i4C: all the BEST for your exams! trust our big Dad to see you through. study hard people! <3

last but definitely NOT least,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BELOVED YIFANG!
*sings and strums guitar in G chord*
may the good Lord bless you
may the good Lord bless you
may the good Lord bless YIFANG
may the good Lord bless you

awesome we fall to our kness as we humbly proclaim, You are amazing God
ilovemyJesus!!

praise Jesus;
this generation worships You
this generation seeks Your face
this generation kneels before You
this generation adores You
amen!

i really like the sonicflood cd graceyew gave to me.THANKS DEAR! <3
mm.gwen told me i MUST go to sch tmr.and so i shall, well.its not up to me to decide anyway. :D

something in my heart is burning like a fire, i want to live for You
ilovemyJesus!!

God has a been great.
i repeat, God has been great!
and He will continue to be

i was flipping through old photos recently, and many photos of myself reminded me of the various phases of life i went through.but none of these phases proved to be important or beneficial to anyone.in fact, almost all my life up then, i had been somewhat destructive.i remember the immature Lynette, spoilt Lynette, insensitive Lynette, defiant Lynette, unsubmissive Lynette, rude Lynette, manipulative Lynette, stubborn Lynette, short-tempered Lynette, hurtful Lynette, sadistic Lynette, arrogant Lynette, dishonest Lynette and the list does not stop there.i remember inflicting pain on others because i myself was a victim.but God has filtered all these things away and given me a new life.though i must say sometimes i dissapoint Him and do not live the perfect life He has given me, i'm grateful tht He did.and even more so since He doesnt hold it against me when i make mistakes and disappoint him.i love Him so much.

word;
why should i live in bondage knowing that there is liberty where the Spirit of the Lord is? -2 Corinthians 3:17 indeed. God has set me free from all kinds of abuse inflicted on me.i live for God and nobody else.i'm no longer obliged to torture because the Spirit of the Lor dlives in me.this doesnt mean i have the right to rebel because we are called to submit (Hebrews 13:17).but God's wisdom will tell us when and what to submit to.abuse is not from God, it's the destruction of the temple of God.its not right and we are not subjected to abuse under any circumstances.God will never approve of it.

i'm really thankful for the church in my life.special appreciation to aaron(yeh) korkor, zibing, melissa and the rest of i4C who prayed for me on saturday, when the spirit of fear came over me.and most importantly, thanks to the One and Only Abba Father, who pulled me through.if not for Him who set peace in my heart, i would never snap out of my emotional state.

speaking of which, i now fully understand what it means to "stand strong".it means to stay calm and grounded in God's word, and not let emotions get over u.because when you cry, when u let emotions overcome you, God's word cannot surface.afterall, its the Father's voice that sees us through, not ourselves, much less our feelings.we cannot cry, we must praise God.we cannot feel sad, because God is with us and will see us through.we must always know and remember God and His words.amen.

thank You Lord

You are deserving of all the praises, Lord
ilovemyJesus!!

haowen, if u ever read this (which i highly doubt), i'm rly rly sry for my bad joke.you're right.thr's a limit to jokes.sry i went too far.yup. [=

God never fails us [=
our relationship with God is two-way.and i'm rly glad it is.though i havent brought anyone to Christ this month, God has done sooo many wonderful things for me already.but its not barter trade so it's natural since God loves us.well i was saying, God blessed me with joy in my heart.and this week especially, He answered my prayers and granted me family peace, good friends, self-control(over-eating la) and the ability to love and forgive people.

oh yes, i want to mention a grt thnks to cherlynn, chihui, gwen & sherilyn for making my day today.i needed the laughter.haha.and to all my avid readers, you must know that i'm rly happy tdy :D on the average, i laughed/smiled every 2 seconds.well.we all had a grt time lah.thanks agn for the lovely *clears throat* 'outing'. <3<3<3

speaking of which, i very nice man stopped smoking at the bus stop for the five of us because he could sense our dislike for air pollution when we started going behind the poster board to hide frm the smoke.well.. :D let's hope he stops smoking totally.tht aside, i think i'm rly sensitive to smoke.when i inhaled the nicotine smelling fumes, i felt horrid.my chest tightened alot of my stomach did a few somersaults(?).thn i had a slight headache.mm.we'll see pray about it. :D

i must also blog about my trip home
1) the channel U SUPERSTAR IDOLS are going to tiongbahru plaza tmr.well, the point is, i witnessed a group of mad youths intending to stay in the open overnight just to be standing at the front tmr to catch their favourite superstar.atrocious!in fact, some of them were even wearing their school uniforms(STC girls).why do they enslave themselves for someone they dont know, disregarding their own safety (and hygiene of course).i dont want to comment further.think about it yourself.
2) a psycho indian man! i was smsing amanda on my way home and while i was nearing my block, i saw an indian man (thr was no one else) smoking and grinning at me.i brisked away from him because he was smoking, not because i was afraid of him since "He who is in me is greater".well, point is, he started to 'stalk me' after i passed him, declaring something in tamil.i guess he probably then realized i dun speak tamil and spoke in english.i didnt manage to catch what he said but i managed to make out the words "dont scared" in between his perverse cackles.disgusted, i ran quickly to the nearest coffeeshop.

well.tht taught me not to carry big bright orange bags at night because it attracts attention. (?) =
twenty thousand blog skins + a bar pizza.
<3

age to age He stands, and time is in His hands
ilovemyJesus!!

"i hope the man doesnt throw his axe on me.."
as i was walking to the bus stop from school, along the sides of Tanglin Regency Condo, i noticed some strange bushes moving up and down, as if it was skipping.as i approached it, i realized tht an indian gardener was trying to "pull" the bush through the fence into the condo(the branches of the bush,which was IN the condo,had grown OUT of the condo through the fence, picture it).thn to my horror, i noticed something petrifying.IT WAS A RED AND BROWN RUSTY AXE!the kind-looking gardener smiled at me but when turned to the disobedient bush, his face suddenly twisted into menacing mask, and he ruthlessly chopped the bush.OUCH.he repeatedly chopped the bush like how u see murderers on suria's drama shows kill people.except tht the bush didnt scream for help nor did it bleed.well...=\ i was so terrified i walked away quickly, hoping that the psycho gardener wont throw his axe at me suddenly.trust me, it wasnt a small penknife or what and i'm not exaggerating.it was definitly as A-X-E, axe.fortunately, i ran away fast enough.
through my experiences these days, i learnt tht kindergarden storybooks always lie about friendly gardeners who smile at u when u say "HELLO" and give u free, nice-smelling flowers when you go to school.nonononono, they dont.i'll be on my guard in future.it might not be just a chainsaw or axe in future, the gardener might be armed with a bazooka in future.well...
HAHA.

i'm chatting with lydia right now, telling her how dusty the present i was supposed to give her is, as it sits on my table:
canoeistLYNETTE;imagine me without You i'ld be lost and so confused says:
and and and.monday what bag are u going to carry?
I NEED A CORK FOR MY NOSE says:
huh?!! hahahha..
canoeistLYNETTE;imagine me without You i'ld be lost and so confused says:
BIG BIG BIG BIG BAG? or small pouch?
canoeistLYNETTE;imagine me without You i'ld be lost and so confused says:
cuz i wanna pass u ur dusty present
I NEED A CORK FOR MY NOSE says:
IT'S THE THOUGHT THAT COUNTS. NOT THE DUST
*rolls on the floor with laughter*
i love lydia, she's always SOOOO funny. :D

I think that ________ is changing for the better, which is extremely good.i found out that thr is this "lock" thing that forbids entry to sites with certain content, so he/she can exercise self-control.only approved sites are viewable, though this means i cant view blogs that have no ratings, it also means... :D :D :D

my Shepherd King, You're watching over me, Emmanuel
ilovemyJesus!!

its been long since i last read a blog belonging to any sec 4 in crescent.
i realized i've been reading blogs of people frm church, people in canoeing..and it ends there.sometimes even random blogs belonging to people i dont even know.

saw jiaqi's tag saying she left something at her blog for me.went there, scrolled up and down.re-read a few posts to make sure i didnt miss out anything.BUT THERE WAS NOTHING =\ ok.maybe it was a looooOooong time ago.thn i went to zhixin's blog because she tagged(i think a long time ago also la).mm.read her latest posts and re-read her birthday post, which wasnt very far off, probably because she has been studing and not blogging, which is good.i digress. =my point is, there was something in her birthday post that kinda affected me somehow.but i cant write it down here firstly because its private.and secondly because, i dont know how to put down in words how i feel.mm.well.

that aside, some thought for the day:
Andy played all afternoon with his best friend, Joe, who lived down the street. When Mother called him home for supper, Andy came in smiling and whistling a happy tune. "My," said Mother, "you're in a good mood. Did you enjoy your day?"
"Boy, I did!" exclaimed Andy. "I just spent the whole afternoon with my very best friend in the whole wide world."
"I see," said Mother. "How do you know he's your very best friend?"
Andy thought for a moment then replied,"Well, we spend alot of time together. We always have fun playing games or talking or just hanging around. We jelp each other, and we cheer each other up when we're feeling bad."
"You know," said Mother in a quiet gentle voice,"you just described my best friend too-except for one thing. My best friend did something extra special for me a long time ago. Something that no other best friend could ever do."
"Really? What did your best friend do for you?" wondered Andy.
Mother smiled."My best friend loved me so much that He gave His life for me so that i could have eternal life with Him."
"Oh,you're talking about Jesus, arent you?"asked Andy."T never really thought about Him as a best friend."
"Well, He will be if you let Him," Mother said."You can do some of the same kinds of things with Jesus that you like to do with Joe. You can include him in everything you do. He's always there for you, just like a best friend."
"Yeah, He is, isnt He?"said Andy thoughtfully.He grinned."I guess Joe wont mind much is He's only mt second-best friend, especially after I tell him who my best friend in the whole wide world really is,"he said."And I'll tell him I dont mind if he makes Jesus his best friend too."
Do you have a best friend too? Friends are special blessings.You have wonderful times together.Even more special is the friendship you may have with Jesus. He wants to be your friend, and he's the most faithful friend you can ever have.
"There are 'friends' who destroy each other, but a real friend sticks closer than a brother. -proverbs 18:24"
(this is from PowerKidsChurch when i was still with them - 27/11/2000)

i have alot to say about the story.but i guess its better to leave it to the readers to think about it themselves.

thank You Jesus. [=

i know that i'll be running home to You
ilovemyJesus!!

ahh.black is so dull.i really like my new blogskin.
well, technically, its not a new blog skins.
i just made the border thicker, and changed the colours, and reshuffled things here and there.
anyhow, love it.*2 thumbs up*

mm.i found out that quite a number of people actually read my blog but dun leave tags.WHY?!?! =[

let my post a random thought today:
"i hope the man doesnt drop his chainsaw on me"
a worker was on top of a fence with a chainsaw, trying to saw of the branches of either a very tall bush or a very short tree.i was walking on the pavement right beside the fence such tht if tht worker was to accidentally drop his chain saw, given tht he wasnt balancing properly, I WOULD DIE.well..
random. (x

today's chemistry practical was really bad for me.but it doesnt rly matter to me.i'm not discouraged or anything.besides, i'm not intending to include chemistry for my L1R5.

speaking of which, the prelims has got me thinking about the relationship of God and examinations yet again.strangely, it never dawned on me this fact: if all Christians were to do very well because God is with them and all go to very good schools, WHO IS GOING TO SHARE THE GOSPEL IN THE OTHER SCHOOLS?! okay okay.i dun know if this is biblical or not, but i guess i do make some sense anyhow.sometimes it may be God's plan for us to go to not-so-good schools even though we studied very hard because He has greater plans for us elsewhere.besides,we're not called to earthly blessings but heavenly riches.so its not like we will get the best everytime, in this case, going to top junior colleges.uh.correct me if i'm saying something non-biblical or anti-christ(?!) or something to that extent la.

personally,i'm affected.i've always wanted to be the best, though i may not show it as some says(but i think i do leh), and i'm constantly finding ways to prove myself.i rmb the canoeing senoirs once saying that i was "ambitious".well, that was what i am.when DSA provided oppurtunities for me to go to various top JCs (hci, njc, rjc, sajc), one of the main reasons i contemplated so much was because i sought "recognition" from people, wanting to be labelled 'SMART'.yet now as i think of it, why should i? havent God given me enough assurance, and hasnt He been leading me in victory all the time? why would i need to seek it from men when it has been given from God.i dun need to go to hwachong.i can be in the worst ITE and still be 'SMART', because i know God. :D

and i have no pressure about exams.i study, i do my best, and the rest is up to God.and when i say the rest is up to God, i dun mean, "God will help me do well", but i mean "God will let His will be done in me".amen? amen.

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whatever it takes, that's what i'll do
ilovemyJesus!!

COLOURS!

i love<3

all over the world Your song will resound
ilovemyJesus!!

word,
why should i feel accursed or that i am the victim of bad luck when the Bible says that Christ redeemed me from the curse of the law that i might receive His Spirit? -galatians 3:13,14

i should blog about the progress of the prelims.
well, everything's pretty fair.should be able to get a reasonable L1R5?
except for bio paper 2 and chemistry!!
its really a pity because i probably can do well for bio ppr 1, but not ppr 2.for chem, i'm good at chem practicals, BUT the theory papers were so tough! probability of me passing the examination is 0,and probability of me scoring an A1 -10. =\ ppr1 was relatively difficult, but ppr2 was HARD.for the first half of the time, my paper remained blank.the paper started at 10am and i only started writing things at 11am.and in btwn tht one hour i was so furious i kept making alot of noises.like going "grrr", "tsk" and banging my stuff.bcause when i look around, everyone seemed to be writing something.anyhow, i think that was extremely childish of me.extremely.

so yes.at the end of today's exam (yup.tdy's chem paper), hasyimah (who sits beside me), gwen (who sits in front of me) and yukefong (who sits infront of hasyimah, beside gwen) where like:
hasyimah: you ah..bang table.make noise.
gwen: YA! i heard! i was like, 'oh no.lynette angry liao'
yukefong: so noisy ah..
hasyimah: *demonstrates what i did*
mrs d tang: no talking (or something to that extent)

actually, in the last 45mins,i found that i could actually do some questions.however, out of 80marks, i only attempted 31 marks worth of questions.=mm.perhaps there would be more questions i could have done if i had been more focused.i was kinda nervous at tht time, esp when i couldnt do the first question.i felt..mm.distracted? its like.whatever i read couldnt go into my mind and i counldnt understand the questions.oh well.

and though things may seem bad, i'm glad that God spoke to me.
well, He just told me the importance of prayer.for most of the exams, i felt confident.not today however.because i forgot to pray.i was so absorbed in memorising what sherilyn showed me last minute (which wasnt tested by the way) tht i forgot to pray.that's how the devil works.

oh yes, how can i forget to thank God?
thank you Jesus. [=
praise Him

because of You its all brand new, my life is now worthwhile
ilovemyJesus!!

i have no time to do ANYTHING else.not even reply tags etc.by the way, i havent came online for a long time.the person accepting testimonials and checking emails for me is not me.thank you very much anyhow.

who is the islamic prophet muhammad?
its a serious distraction.i'm not very prepared for tmr's bio paper yet after reading something abt this man.i am very distracted.confused.i went to Yahoo and typed "muhammad" and they brought me to an islamic website which...well.the more i find out, the more i realized i dun know.

Holy Spirit, teach me.

and to the rest reading this, have a great week ahead.God bless. [=

Jesus, will You light up my way?
ilovemyJesus!!

the amazing thing about Jesus is, i feel joyful at times like this knowing He is here for me.

yet.i am terribly upset about a certain matter.its affecting me in every way except my spiritual walk with God.but this is no good.

i promised my sis not to come online until after prelims.this afternoon, i even promised her tht i'll not post a last post to tell you (avid readers) about my leave.BUT.i must come.i have been bearing frm 9pm+ until now.i need to blog.about this.

i am awfully depressed.i lost all my farewell cards from my fellow canoeists.they gave it to me during the camp.yet i lost it at FOP.the whole envelope containing my cards/letters and other stuff which i do not deem as important.because these things mean much more to me.i rather a hundred dollar bill be inside the lost envelope than my little gifts.

ANYONE WHO WAS AT INDOOR STADIUM ON 7TH AUG 2005 FOR FESTIVAL OF PRAISE (FOP) AND WAS SITTING AROUND THE WEST WING AT THE SEATS AT B31(IF I RMB CORRECTLY) QUITE NEAR THE STAGE.. PLEASE RETURN TO ME MY TRANSLUCENT WHITE ENVELOPE! IT'S ABOUT A4 SIZE, ABIT BIGGER AND HAS ALOT OF CARDS/LETTERS/SMALL PRESENTS/OTHER ELECTRONICS INSIDE.PLEASE RETURN ME MY ENVELOPE.EVEN IF U WNA KEEP THE ELECTRONICS, GO AHEAD.PLEASE RETURN ME MY MEMORIES.PLEASE.PLEASE.I'M WILLING TO SACRIFICE MY ONE WEEK WORTH OF LUNCH MONEY IF U RETURN IT TO ME.

and about 1 hr ago..i broke my last significant gift.the glass candle from the whole team.it was still in its box.lying on my table.i wanted to keep it in my cupboard.but i dropped it accidentally.it broke.but it didnt just break.it shattered completely.i am in great despair.i dno what else to say.

please please please please please please please return to owner.please please please please please please.

and any CITY HARVEST people, especially ushers, pleas ehelp me find my envelope.please.go find the person in charge.or the lost and found or something.please do something.please.

i will not be back til after prelims.

on our knees we pray that Father You would, You would open the way
ilovemyJesus!!

i have a boyfriend.
his name starts wit J.
its five letters.
J _ _ _ _
he is from my church.
and i love HIM because HE first loved me.
guess who?
XD
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there are so many things to blog about that i feel lazy to blog.oh well.
i'll just keep it to the farewell.not literally though.

so anyhow, canoeing chalet/camp was awesome indeed.i must say the canoeists did a rly grt job.i rmb a fews weeks ago (i think was the last day of nationals), i told shoee to "make it memorable" while we were walking pass tiong bahru park.and they did.i had alot of fun, and was touched by many things.all the efforts they put in, and the love they showed and stuff.i cant express the kind of feeling i felt when i walked out of my room to the hall (where they were working, where i was forbiddened but..) and saw them all doing something for my farewell.amongst all the mess, the strings, banner, ribbons etc, i saw a special kind of love and bonding.i rly dun knw how to put these in words.i love you.

tears and smiles.

canoeing has taught me so many things and developed in me strength and character.each race taught me how to fight and humble myself.each stroke brought me hope and destiny.each training showed me who i really was.each member moulded me into what i am today.i am eternally grateful to crescent canoeing.you made my life so colourful.thr's really alot alot of emotions i have twards this team.and i finally see my efforts come to something.hardwork does pay off indeed.everything was worth the sweat and blood.seeing everyone grow and become something.. the feelings are so deep.as i type this, i am thinking rly hard what the next word should be.

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fjwhflhlffuhsjkfhajsfhiurjsbvfhbvlkzhcdycirh
fjslahfuilrhafiojksfxnjkbfufuiwhaufwgytehguf
aslfuxhfulxeajfhxurxgkahfyaehgxahfafifwoiafz
qpqwjrxfmklevmjkxnbengfyzyouihjksaglfiowjkls
axoifuwoafhxawhfmiuhklhfuiagoiwuoaxj,wfuhgai
axwxfauwfhmxaefhiauhfowioqjpozwfjirfjoafjoif
axjwhiodjuwopijfoqjiowfjirjgnhuihgkjmfunfhio
aifuxfhiwajfizrouijowaijfwuhfoiwajrpqjrpjrqo

this is how i'ld describe my joy and gratitude.its inexplicable.
I LOVE YOU CRESCENT CANOEING.and my glory, my honour in future, i dedicate to YOU.of course to GOD first, next, to YOU.
do me proud, canoeists, do crescent proud.
once a crescent canoeist, forever a crescent canoeist.

oh the Wonderful Cross, oh the Wonderful Cross
ilovemyJesus!!

siao! i overslept and missed bible study because i slept late last night because i reached home late last night because we celebrated amanda/mellimoo bday late last night because the pizza man took a long time last night.LAST NIGHT.
(oh.i didnt go home alone of course since it was so late.my very nice brother happend to just end cell grp at 10.50pm and so he went home with me.<3)

i have alot to blog about.street-e, amanda/mel bday, family bonding and the CHALET.i shall start with the CHALET since its convenient.u know what i mean?no.u dun.(:

Nestled among the lush greens & rustic beauty of Changi Village, aloha changi is a haven for those who desire a break from the hectic urban drone of city life.
Sprouted along the peaceful lanes & tranquil stretch of changi beach, we have 39 colonial-styled bungalows & chalets, each standing with its own unique character & charm that come with age & time. Our accommodation comes with full kitchen facilities, a BBQ pit, dining- and living- rooms, and 3 to 6 bedrooms.

A definite must-experience for those who want to retreat into the quiet and be one with nature. As for the adventurous & energetic, Singapore’s out-backs of Pulau Ubin is just a bum boat ride away!

There are 12 different chalet clusters at aloha changi. Each chalet is fully furnished with the following: living room set with TV & games table, dining room, bedrooms - air-conditioned and furnished with beds and a ceiling fan, wardrobe, dresser, bedside table, toilet & bathroom with shower heater, BBQ pit, fully equipped kitchen with the following inventory items.

Dinner plates
• Dessert plates
• Side plates
• Oval plates
• Sauce plates
• Salad bowls
• Rice bowls
• Soup bowls
• Soup spoon
• Chopsticks

**information above KOPED from shoee.well, u didnt have to read that.LOL.
so that's where i'll be for the weekend next week.CANOEING FAFEWELL CHALET!much as i am excited, i'm sad that 1.) i'm guest and can only come on the 2nd day night when thr's only 3 days and we're checking out in the morning on the 3rd day and 2.)its a FAREWELL alright.): honestly, i rather spend time with the canoeists thn get any surprises at all.i'ld rather be part of the team working tgt to plan the party thn be the one who enjoys the party.well..penny ang doesnt understand.

family bonding:today.i was bored as i did not go for bible study! revelations OKAY! i've been waiting and so excited about this book YET i had woken at 1.46pm.well, i digress.anyhow, mum called later on asking me to go to tiong to meet her so i can buy my ezlink concession.thn we went for dinner.
mum: let's go eat dinner la (usually she wun suggest)
me: ok lorh.where?
mum: actually i cooked at home..
me: thn we go home lorh.
mum: no lah.eat out, got atmosphere.more feelings.
hahaha.i guess, when we eat out, thr's more communication.at home, we dun dine tgt, we eat at diff times.the food's just at the kitchen.anyhow, later on jiejie joined us and she bought me button choc!though it had all melted into one big disgusting play-doh-like chunk because she opened the pack and took ONE to give to eleen, I DUN MIND AT ALL.its the thought that counts.chunky button choc exposed to air tasted horrid.but i finished every bit of it.oh.we had desert frm kopitiam(its a high-class foodcourt.not the hawker..) and the aunty was so grumpy.tried to cheat our money.luckiee mummy and i sho smart lehxzx.but i'm glad.we did abit of shopping after that and i was shocked when i heard mum say to jiejie:"belle, what do u want for ur bday? pick something lah." because mummy NEVER gave ur presents for our bdays unless we request.and she'll at most give us money to buy it.what was even more shocking was that jiejie used her OWN money and bought korkor an MP3 player.wow.tht's what i call love.i can see things turning for the better.ALOT ALOT better.i'm glad.(: thank You,Jesus.

and and.amanda/mel bday:we had GREAT fun! and miracle happened.cuz we wanted to push amanda into the pool but when she fell, she dragged mel along with her.and mel's hp was like..totally wet.we tried to rescue it (like the E.R style.LOL.) with me as the great surgeon but to no avail.we try all means and methods, wiping with cloth, hand-dryer, shaking out water frm keypad etc etc etc.everything we tried.to no avail.but tdy, mel smsed me.her hp is now perfectly fine.oh well.so anyhow, i'll not rly update much on this here.go to crezalive/i4c's blog to check out the update soon.i'll update the blog as soon as i get the pics frm karyn. (: BE PATIENT.anyhow, IT WAS FUN LIKE SIAO. XD thank You,Jesus.

lastly, street-e: i'm rly happy for the souls saved on the streets.alogether, 20+ people received Christ! AMEN! and i shared the full gospel to 5 muslims, of which, 2 of thm were very interested and found what i said very true and making alot of sense.the only problem is they believe tht they cannot receive Christ as muslims.YET, i have confidence tht when they go home and think about what i said, i know they will be saved.the other 3 were totally against me.oh well.at least i did my job in presenting the gospel to them.its up to them to accpet or not.and thn altogether 6 people received Christ frm my cell grp.i'm so happy.now i know the feeling of evangelism.its feels so good to know that one more soul is added unto God's kingdom.AMEN AMEN AMEN! i wanna share to more people! i wanna be like Jesus! He brought so many to LIFE when he was on earth.everyone He came across He shared.AMEN AMEN! i'm so happy.especially when i heard those girls who sai "yes" when i asked "do u want to receive Jesus into your life?".i am so so happy.to think i thought street-e doesnt work and was so inconfident of me sharing to others.AMEN! thank You,Jesus.

there's just soooooooo many things to thank God for.

i cant resist this cuz its rly funny! i laughed like SIAO to the laptop for almost half an hour thinking of it.JIAYI and AMANDA just MAKES ME LAUGH.HAHAHAHA!


`canoeistLYNETTE(: still You forgive, if only i ask cookie + nuts + i4c* ! says:
POCHAHONTAS.i watched pocahontas! and it gave me courage!

R]efrigerator -_-lll *~[<33 CAP ^^]~* says:
pochahintas jumped off a cliff

¤*°I'm ÅmAnDå fromSiLlY LåNd°*¤§ It takes courage2persevere,but it takes more courage2give up&recognize our limitations says:
YEA

[R]efrigerator -_-lll *~[<33 CAP ^^]~* says:
which lunatic would do tat

[R]efrigerator -_-lll *~[<33 CAP ^^]~* says:
does TAT give u COURAGE??

§¤*°I'm ÅmAnDå fromSiLlY LåNd°*¤§ It takes courage2persevere,but it takes more courage2give up&recognize our limitations says:
puts suicidal thots in the youth of nowadays

§¤*°I'm ÅmAnDå fromSiLlY LåNd°*¤§ It takes courage2persevere,but it takes more courage2give up&recognize our limitations says:
hahha

[R]efrigerator -_-lll *~[<33 CAP ^^]~* says:
TO JUMP OFF A CLIFF?

[R]efrigerator -_-lll *~[<33 CAP ^^]~* says:
IS THERE EVEN A CLIFF IN S'PORE???

§¤*°I'm ÅmAnDå fromSiLlY LåNd°*¤§ It takes courage2persevere,but it takes more courage2give up&recognize our limitations says:
great courage

§¤*°I'm ÅmAnDå fromSiLlY LåNd°*¤§ It takes courage2persevere,but it takes more courage2give up&recognize our limitations says:
bukit timah hill?

[R]efrigerator -_-lll *~[<33 CAP ^^]~* says:
ITS NEAR AMANDA'S HSE

[R]efrigerator -_-lll *~[<33 CAP ^^]~* says:
ARE U CRAZEEEEE

[R]efrigerator -_-lll *~[<33 CAP ^^]~* says:
even in death u wan to be close to her

[R]efrigerator -_-lll *~[<33 CAP ^^]~* says:
tsk

§¤*°I'm ÅmAnDå fromSiLlY LåNd°*¤§ It takes courage2persevere,but it takes more courage2give up&recognize our limitations says:
errrrrrrrrr

**parts of this conversation have been edited to keep it short and sweet.sorry for the inconvenience(?!) caused.have a nice day.. (: